The blue and yellow poms waving in the air and the sea of blue people in the stadium brought back lots of fond memories.

But most importantly, BLITZERZ finally got CHAMPIONS!

(: I'm going to use the word 'we' because I really really feel very attached to SMK BUD (4).

We started out as a new comer, but losing the newcomer title to the very first all-boys team.

Then, we peaked. (:

And then we disappeared again.

Now, we're back FULL FORCE.

So proud of them!! (:

I was sitting at the dynamitez side though. And i belive dj and bu4 are kinda big rivals. So it was a bit scary trying to cheer for blitzerz but who cares la right, this isnt as if its like man u against liverpool or sth. Although it is, red against blue.

Yijiet and Bobby regret supporting dynamitez now. HAHA.

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Or start, suddenly seeing a lot of their bad points and repeating them to yourself.

At least that's what I did.

And I succeeded a bit too much I think.

Hmmmm.

Well firstly I'm not a fan of make up. I think people who put make up almost everyday suddenly lose their natural beauty after a while. Anyway, so we had to put make up, wear dresses. So embarassing walking from the car to the photo studio. People were looking at us! And posing for the camera is so tiring. My jaws were numb after a while had to keep exercising the jaw. We look good though! (:

2. First time treating parents to dinner with our own money

Hard earned pay! (: Funny though my parents, gave them a choice to choose, they chose subway. Haha. Start small, they said. Yeah, when I'm earning banyak wang then only we'll go to some fancy restaurant.

3. First time dying my hair.

Self-dyed! (: Joanna did it for me. It costed me only 20 ringgit. (: As compared to doing it outside. And I'm pretty satisfied with the results. It's not obvious, but under the sun there's a shade or reddish brown. Maybe next time when I'm braver I'll make it redder. (:

Anyway, been meeting up with lots of people lately.

Met tengjun and peter on tuesday.

Bumped into joel on Wed at OU and also huangtang! I always bump into huangtang at OU. Every once a year when he's back for holidays (:

Went to MU to buy books, then bumped into honjian. Such a coincidence.

And last night, met up with lydia who's back from brisbane!

Tmr, meeting the Asean gang, and also lydia and gang . (:

Saturday is free for the moment.

Sunday is church and cheer! (:

Monday meeting denise.

Oh no.

I stress.

Byebye. (:

I'm back from a long break. Not that long, but it seems that for the past few weeks i've been doing so many things that it feels like i've been away for quite a while.

I shall summarize the trips:

Genting trip was fun (:

Lame, but fun. (:

Singapore trip was, happy, and sad.

(: Didn't shop much, wasn't in the mood.

And now i'm back. Halfway packing my stuff. I'm excited.

Sigh blogging is boring.

1. Visa approved.

2. Still worried about scholarship.

3. Genting from Mon to Wed.

4. Singapore and Johor from Wed to Mon.

5. Shopping.

6. Packing.

7. Exhausted. :(

I do hope to get everything done before I go genting and singapore.

It has been a tiring tiring week. Today I did my medical check up. No blood test. (: LALALA. Gembira sangat when I found out. Went all over the place in KL buying ISIC and Enrich Grads cards just to get a total of 30 kg when I travel by MAS, which I got, in the end. So all's good.

The best thing about a non-low cost flight is the FOOD! (:

I love aeroplane food I think it's the most amazing thing ever. XD

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That's all I feel like saying. Bye (:

But the thing is it's going to be a good 4 years of my life. I should choose according to the quality of those 4 years right? Or the quality of the later years? Well, anyway, I feel that in Australia, I would have more fun. I would feel more at home/comfortable as I know I definitely have friends in almost all the important/popular states in Australia, and two very close friends in ANU. That gives me the support i need. Also, I take into account the course itself. A double degree as compared to a Maths degree. I have no intentions on pursuing a Masters yet, so which means that as of now, ANU is a more viable option. I don't even have to mention distance from home. And most importantly the culture. Canberra is more of a town, not city. Not really a town, but it's definitely much less city than places like Melbourne, Sydney. We don't even have to bring London into the picture. I like that culture. I'm not a city kid. I'm more of a .. town kid. Although pontian is kind of an extreme town though. Maybe Canberra will be like Petaling Jaya, and that's good enough for me (:

Between ANU and Imperial, if I don't have scholarship, I will go ANU.

If I do get a scholarship for any country, I will go ANU.

The only changing factor is IF I get a scholarship only to go Imperial. Will I then choose to continue on at ANU self-funded, or withdraw and go to Imperial? I'll cross the bridge when I come to it I guess, if there even is a bridge.

I pray that I have made the right decision.

And thanks for those who are praying for me (:

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Tomorrow's the ANU pre departure briefing! I have loads of questions to ask! (: I'm so excited at going to university. When I was in like secondary school and all, I would always admire the older 20plus people in church especially. How mature and how independent they were. And I always wondered how I would be like when I'm at that age and I'm working. But anyway technically speaking I'm still 18, going on 19.

When I graduate I'll be 23. If I do honours I'll be 24.

Hey that's actually a good age (: Perfect age if I want to be married by 30. I feel like I'm planning my whole future already, though meeting the right person really depends on God.

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With all these things in my head now, it's no wonder I have no energy for any relationship right now. Think University would be a good time for me to really figure out what I want especially in my years just after I graduate. Which will be a long time more, 4 years. (:

I can't wait to start packing. Actually I can start already. It's only a mere 3 weeks plus. And since I'm going to be rather busy with Genting coming up and hopefully a short Singapore trip, I think I should start planning on stuff to bring. My limit is only 25 kg though. Do people ship things across? (:

/

Insomnia is coming back due to all this stress and excitement.

Maybe after the interview next week i won't be that stressed and I can have a good sleep.

And I bet all the people my age now are more concerned with Christiano Ronaldo's 80 million pounds (..!!!..) transfer.

And Miss California getting fired. XD

I should start concentrating on issues such as the very silly debate about Maths and Science in English and the pass english to pass SPM thing.

/

I wish I was as talkative now as I was around 5 years ago. I wish I was as thick-skinned as I was then. I wish I was as outspoken as I was back then. But I'm not. Which is not good because I'm talking to little now. I don't like talking. And I do not like interviews. I don't know why people think that because I used to debate last time I can talk well. Yeah, I know, pretty logical right. But bear in mind the style of my debate last time was memorize and talk. I didn't do well in those inpromptu speeches. I stumble and often mumble. I think I have some pyschological fear of speaking. I'm serious okay. Like sometimes I don't like to talk over the phone either. In fact, I am shy to talk over the phone. Or afraid. Whichever. And I have to mentally prepare myself before I call up firms/anyone for that matter regarding any official matters or what not. I can't just, call people up. It's weird.

/

WOW. I just paid my deposit this morning.

And its 1pm now and I got my Confirmation of Enrolment from the Australian Government already. I'm impressed! Now I can do my visa (:

BYE!

SKY HIGH.

Or, SUN HIGH.

Sun's further.

So i'm going to ANU.

And I'll stay there for 4 years, unless ...

And the least you friends can do is give me support.

Right?

Yeah. Thanks for all the support to those who did support me (:

And I'm still stressed,

so don't come and try to change my decision.

I'll taekwondo-kick your nose.

I'll be busy busy till next wednesday.

Busy working hard, praying, and hoping.

Freaking scary. Okay la not that bad coz i had like 3 people all 2 years older than me sitting in the car giving me directions. Kaichi was rather calm though on the passenger seat next to me, hand on handbrake but he didn't have to use it XD. Think I know when to cut lane and all now. I think (:

Anyway, this weekend was quite hectic.

My relatives were in town and we went to Kuala Selangor for seafood and fireflies. Waited like 1 hour plus just for 20 minutes of christmas tree viewings. The fireflies are quite nice, but it was full moon and it was too bright so it wasn't too obvious.

TODAY, (: we're going to watch terminator.

And then makan malam together-gether.

I dreamt that the sime darby interviewers asked truckloads of questions that I didn't know how to answer. :( I think I should go and read the newspapers now. :(

Just finished applying for Imperial's accomodation.

Why hasn't anu/nus replied about the accomodation huh?

So fun to find out where you're staying and all. XD

Bounce bounce bounce! (:

2. Technology is making people lazy. You know how in ancient times they write letters and scrolls and put them onto pigeons where the pigeons would fly to whereever to pass on the message? Or even runners who help deliver messages through the word of mouth or parchments? Well right now such communication is reduced to emails, textings, and facebook. It's kinda sad. I'm talking about myself actually. Before, I used to write letters and have penpals and all. Now, I'm so lazy even to pick up my phone to text a friend. I procrastinate because typing those few sentences on the phone just seems like such a chore. Why am I so lazy? Even emails, I take forever to reply them. (btw sorry.) Technology makes us lazy! And if they continue to develop self-steering vehicles, self-washing dishes, self-cleaning bathroom, self-making bed, and self-writing laptops (wow.) we will become fat lazy sumos who just sit around ordering machines to do what used to be simple daily chores. I wonder, if life would lose its meaning then.

3. I have so much mixed feelings for Singapore. I love it and yet I hate it. It's great and yet it's not. It's so dilemma-ish. And I also have mixed feelings for ANU. It sounds great and yet it doesn't. And, surprise surprise, Imperial as well. It sounds nice but not really. I need something that sounds more appealing than it doesn't, and something that sounds more appealing than all the rest. Currently you know what that something is? It's working in kumon full time (: for the rest of my life, opening a pasar malam stall selling all my favourite food/things, and also writing. I used to want to do journalism but then I realized that my writing skills suck, and so does my language. It used to be better though, now that I have stopped reading tons and tons of storybooks, my english has gone down the drain and even my grammar is kinda freaking me out. Help! Someone talk to me in some intellectual way. Prepare me for interviews as well (: And really, I really do like writing. (: I have a few short stories somewhere in some computers. Sadly I can't find them. :(

4. Who has more ego? Asians or caucasians? Guys or girls? Ahh I believe the answer to the latter question is quite obvious there's no denying that guys are the one with humongous egos. Especially those in power. Their pride is like, a big giant fiery red ball that doesn't go away. If you throw water at it it grows bigger. .. Okay that doesn't make sense but yeah you get what I mean, I hope. As for asians or caucasians, I have no idea. Maybe I'll get this question answered when I do choose to go either Canberra or London or my studies. But then again as Mr. Adrian Bell has taught us, the answer depends on a few factors: about what, the environment, the age, the background. And also that we can't take an extreme stand is this and there is no absolute answer. So, conclusion? Everyone has pride. XD

The 4 paragraphs above was what I was thinking when chatting/emailing/facebook/texting 4 different people today.