my goodness i'm addicted to slacking already larr.
I kept my laptop yesterday promising not to touch it but I just couldn't resist the temptation.
I know in my heart that I'm going to panic when it comes to chem and physics but i just cant bring myself to study.
Not that I'm ready for econs and gp, it's just that I've already lost hope in both of them.
I think I still have maths probably to give me something to smile about.
Ahh. Screw promos.

At least I'm not emo-ing or thinking much today.
As compared to yesterday, friday... my mind is much clearer now.
I'm not so confused and afraid anymore I guess.
So anyone emo-ing, snap out off it, promos is tomorrow.
Just in case you guys haven't realized.
Things can be settled after these crucial 5 days.
Take a break from the problems.
Leave them aside.
And try, to be happy.

I'm trying to convince myself I came online for GP.
Yeah, sure.
Blogging and friendster-ing improves my english.
Definitely.
It also teaches me about human rights,
that it is my right to do anything I want so as long as I do not break rules.
So blogging is just one of my many rights.
(: yeah?
I'm not breaking any rules.
I'm an obedient girl (:.

I'm talking lots of crap today.
I seiously don't know whats wrong with me.
Oh I'm starting to get backaches and all.
Not enough sleep?
I don't know.
But it's definitely NOT because I mugged too much.
Maybe its because i mugged too LITTLE.

I feel like camwhoring today.
Oh and I want to take a photoshop crashcourse after promos.
Cepheus? Haha. (:

So after promos, besides my many commitments (NRP, ODAC, PW), i'm going to have fun and enjoy life.
As well as exercise of course.
(:

grarrr i don care. class 25, your jersey is a clone!
HAha.
(did that purposely coz i'm talking to lohweijie bout his class jersey now. ha.)
actually many classes have it black red and white lar.
But our class' jersey is the best! haha.

Whheee. GP is tmr.
Physics on Friday.
The end is NEAR!
(: Smile, everyone.

i'm seriously screwed.
everyone is studying like shit.
and i'm slacking.
wtf is wrong with me.
gosh i don like to curse.
but i seriously have to.
bloody hell.
i don't get it.
why can't i just concentrate?
argh.
even bobby asked why i'm studying so litle this time as compared to CT.
I seriously don have the mood.
i'm fcked up lar.
stop telling me 'aiya you 70 rank points, sure can wan.'
its effing annoying.

maybe its because I don't give a damn anymore.
I didnt want to emo today.
But just because I saw, I felt.
Just because I was there.
And I just started thinking.

wtf is econs for anyway?
its not like i'm going to be a businesswoman or whatnot.




argh.
nvm.
i'm ranting.
sorry for spoiling my image.

stupid unproductive study break.
i should have gone to school everyday.
more pressure.
now i havent really finished any subject yet and i'm slacking again.
screw econs.
i cant remember nuts.

and aiy i feel bad for making a friend emo yesterday.
jiayou for promos!
don't think so much (:
but seriously,
i feeeel sad too.

shiv just msged and ask whether wanna go national library.
aiya. must bring a lot of books lar.
sien.
hehe.
but it could be good, no laptop to distract me.

and stupid neoweijie and darling veron prankcalled me yesterday.
grarrrr.
i'll get you for this.
for dating behind my back.
:( :( sad.

i slept at two yesterday.
feeel quite guilty.
my sleep cycle is going wrong and that's not good.
and i'm addicted to bubbletea haha.

stupid stomachaches.
(: but i'm okay.

weee.
i'm one week early on my promised blog date.
Never mind lar. it's time to destress (though I havent been doing much studying).
Which is freaky, because all my roommates are going crazy.
One of them studies the whole night and just went to sleep at 7am .. i dunno what time she's waking up.
Another keeps studying and falling asleep..
and me?
I'm just being normal. going out and playing and going online..
stupid slacker.

Maybe its the pre-exam restlessness, when I start to slack off and do nothing.
But aiya, i havent finished studying lar..
Haven't quite completed any subject yet.
This time its really last minute study for me.

:) I've been quite happy these few days.
No emo-ing I guesss.
Just a bit, but healthy oness..

Okay I'm going to go off now.
Time to study.
Tata.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - MY LOVER WANCHIN!! I love you. :)
2. (your relationship with him/her is) - INTIMATE.
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - my cute sweet dear little pao. HAHA.
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) -too many. too many.
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - *blushes*
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)- You still talking IF?
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) we must lose weight together! haha.
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - don't even wanna think about it.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - we wont.
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - LOL.
11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - SWEET.
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - stupid. hyperactive. insane. wacky. cheerful.
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - smile! :D
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - always embarassing myself.
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) i don't know. am i not ideal enough? haha.
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - JIA YOU!
17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
*eyh chin i wanna tag same ppl can?*

1.wanchin <3
2. desiree the great
3. yilin the great
4.gerallllld.
5. Glen!
6.cephy.
7.NWeiJie
8.LWeiJie
9. Vince
10. NOone liao lar.

*i'm not tagging those I think won't do the tag. lol.*
*and some don't have blogs, but never mind lar huh.. haha.*

(who is no.6 having a relationship with?
ohcrap. same as wanchin's one. HAHA. we all know the answer to thiss :)

(Is no.9 a male or female?)
Male. I hope. LOL.

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
NWeijie and noone? PERFECT!

(What is no.2 studying?)
eeeyyyyhh. same larrrrr. AJC 2607 man. we rock.

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)
2 hours ago! :) in schhooool.

(What kind of music does no.8 like?)
haha. alll kinds. i think... =.=

(Does no.1 have any siblings?)
yup one younger sis (as cute as her) one older sis one big bro (who's stressing her out). :D

(Will you woo no.3?)
definitely. let's have a love triangle man.

(How about no.7?)
Told you, he's perfect with NOONE. LOL.

(Is no.4 single?)
heh. Yeuupp!

(What's the surname of no.5?)
glenTAN!! *you owe me icecream*

(What's the hobby of no.4?)
acting cute. haha. no lar. being sweet and nice.

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
I don't know... they don't know each other. LOL.

(Say something casual about no.1)
eh... too many things lar. ive said it all put there.

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)
lol erm. hahaa. nope don't think so.

(Where does no.9 live?)
Yishun? Yeap i think so.

(What colour does no.4 like?)
Don't know. but he loves his phone! and it's black. and marroon. or something.

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
No. 1 is MINE. No.5 is a pig.

(Does no.7 like no.2?)
nopieeeee.

(How did you get to know no.2?)
SHe said hi to me in the toilet. LOL.

(Does no.1 have any pets?)
nnopppe.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

being sick is not an excuse to sleep whole day.
MUST study.
Shit.
I hate this stomachache and drowsiness.
But I must force myself to stay alert.
Promos coming.
Can't afford to slack anymore..
Argh.
Why suddenly got virus.
Why now?

Heh. This is the first time i'm eating so little in my entire life.
Can't even finish one piece of biscuit.
wee. can lose weight ar?
Cheryl said vomitting can lose weight.
lol.

kidding.
I rather be fat then be sick all the time.
Would you?

Byebye.

hah.
Realized I have not been blogging for a few days
Not much has been happening.
Just the homework homework and homework...

On tuesday, Glen, WanChin, and I went shopping!
For chocolate. :)
Glen bought 'royce'.. wAh. very nice. It just melts in your mouth.
But that guy damn rich lar, spends 10 bucks for 20 pieces of chocolates just to satisfy his desire.
Too bad he couldn't find marks and spencers brandy choc. lol.

On wednesday, watched hairspray!
ahah. The movie was alright... quite nice.
The songs quite sweet and cute lar.
But I almost fell asleep.
Coz I was so so so tired..

Today's thursday and I havent experienced the earthquake. :( not fair.
haha. supposed to be rushing EOM now. But i'm a bit sien..
Tmr have to go NTU again. Damn waste of time...

I am so confused.
I don't know what to do.
I need advice.
This is the first time I'm so unsure.

ARgh.

Anyways first day of school was great.
Although i have to rush my homework now.
Econs.. GP.. blah blah.
It's back to the busy schedule man.

PE was fabulous!
Ran 6 rounds!
So little lar..
Sien.


Sorry Glen. didn't accompany you to bukit timah just now...
ANd oh.
We'll get the whole class to go chocolate shopping! HAHA.
You and your brandy chocolate.


All the best to everyone mugging!
Defeat our biggest enemy-- GP.
Haha.


:( still confused.
and damn. it's not the right time.

eyh everyone don't pangseh leh.
say wanna join standard chartered marathon then don't want to join now..
I wanna go!
run 1ok!!

Anyways yeah i'mback in Singapore.
Haa the bus trip was pretty fun.
Suen was trying to mug on the bus but she fell asleep.
I was trying to,but ended up getting distracted by the TV.
They show white chicks and hitch, who won't get distracted lar..

Suen has been smiling the whole day. :) :)
Have I?
Nah. Not really.
But i'm quite happy.
Things have been great in the hostel.
Everyone's been cheerful.
So far. :)


Haha.
Oh. Winston, stop telling everyone I'm attached.
I'm NOT lar.
Grarr.


homework homework.
ODAC ASO ODAC ASO.
NRP NRP.
PW PW.

Gosh, no wonder I'm stressed.

Thanks guys for the wonderful trip back to KL! :) :) :)
eventhough i had to wake up incredibly early for bakkutteh.. =.=
and yeah. let's have a slipperwar. LOL.

And i was the only girl again, coz hueywen came pretty late.
Haha the guys are getting more and more childish man.
Playing card tricks...
In mcdonalds.

Haha. Well at least I got to catch up a bit with kimi and kayaun. :)
and kaizen and keehao and kevin.
all the Ks! :)

After that hueywen came. Yay! So happy to see her. :) :)

Then they walked me home.
Winston, kayaun, kimi, kaizen and keehao.
Ivan was fooling around with kenny in the car. Following us around.

Then we remembered old times.
When Kaizen and gang throw slippers into my house.
When they rang the doorbells and ran away.
Childish people! Haihyo.



So yeah today I did absolutely nothing.
And yeah i don't care anymore.
I really don't.

i feel this weird churning in my stomache.
Must be because of the bakkutteh that i woke up so early for.
630am man.
My book of records. First time i ever woke up so early JUST for breakfast.
Five of us: KhoonHuang Lydia Weitzyy Kenny and me.
Khuang picked me up at 7am, then went to kenny's where we waited for him for bout ten minutes.
And haha khuang damn funny lar. locked his keys in the car. Thank goodness his mum had an extra key with him and was at the same shop for bakkutteh.
I shan't laugh anymore.
Wait till i learn to drive, that's what lydia told me.
Which is in what ? two years time? Can't learn in singapore lar.
Don't plan to, in fact.
Just wait for nice nice people to fetch me. Haha.

Oh the bakkut teh was quite nice.
Yeap that's about it.
But I think the rice is cooked with the oil so it's pretty fattening.
Dumped half of my rice (which I already shared with Lydia) to Kenny. Haha.

Going to meet the rest later at night.
Who's going to fetch me this time? haha.
:)




Argh.
SO much more homework to do.
No mood lar. :(

Playing piano does make me happy.
Eventhough my skills have worn out, meaning that my sight reading now sucks even more than normal, i still enjoy playing all the old pieces and all.
Heh. reminds me of my piano teacher. Miss Angie Wong.
Best best best teacher you can ever have.
Kind of miss her.. as a teacher.. and friend.

Anyways yeah i did some chem in the morning, but thats all.
And I feel lousy.
Feel useless.

So, to make me happy,
I'm going to go shopping! Again!
This time I'll be going with my sis!
Finally managed to pull her away from the books.
'Take a break lar!' i said. haha.
Oh well. Medic is a scary course.

That's why i would never ever ever in a billion years study medicine.
Firstly, it is going to make me fulltime nerd.
Secondly, blood makes me faint. Literally.
So I'm going to just stick to being a normal plain housewife.
Looking after my kids (adopted. *ouch* see post below)
And spending my husbands money. (haha)
but he doesnt have to be rich.
Anything.
As long as WE're happy. :) :)

Gosh I've used the word 'happy' so many times in this post.
Maybe I am happy.
Yihang said I sound happier when I'm in Malaysia.
I guess that's because I am? haha. :) :) :)

Ahhh it's 3 o clock. I have to go and do chem. or study econs.
Or something.
Before my shopping trip. =)


Btw bu4 ppl.
Tmr meet at centrepoint mcd at 8ish.
:) Whoever. Everyone.
It's a reunion man.

HAHA.
We didn't watch secret in the end.
Firstly because jiayang was being silly.
And secondly, there were no seats left.

So we watched 'knocked up'
The 18PL show but we got in coz we just loook mature lar.
Well not really, only me and winston were underaged. haha.

So yeah. IT's a freaking sick show.
You hear the f word every 5 seconds.
And thank goodness no sex scenes.
But after the baby scene, i think i'll stick to adopting kids next time.
can't bear the pain. LOL.

After that we went to Kenny Rogers to eat.
My gosh were we disappointed with the food.
Oh well.
And that was then I found Winston to be quite hilarious.

Winston
Joce
Lydia

'Eyh i ask you a question.. promise not to be mad okay?? I ask so many people this.. then they give weird weird answers...'
'yeah... ask lar..'
'Why did the chicken cross the road?'
'To get to the other side?'
'Coz the underpass was flooded?'

=.=
Winston the lamer. :)

And ZjinFei rocks. Coz he said Asian girls are the best.
'Their culture.. their attitude...'
I don't know bout Jiayang.
He seems to think differently. haha.

Anyways I shopped a lot today!
Bought two tops, two bottoms, and a bag. :)
=)
Spent 200 ringgit. LOL.
Shall control...
Limit myself to spending around 400 this time.
Means 200 more. LOL LOL.

Arhhh. I have to get back to mugging.
TATA.

I finally finished oligopoly.
I'm quite pissed with myself lar.
I woke up like so late today.
Then now I have to rush all the homework and everything.
Quite freaked out.

I'm panicking.
Shit man.

Yeah so anyway that is why I decided not to watch movie with Lydia later at night.
Told her that I have to go home so i rather just spend time talking and shopping with her. :)
Haha. Movies aren't that important to me.

And yes i finished my chem IVLE too.
After I switched on the com at 11, vince and nweijie immediately asked: wanna do chem ivle together?
then i was like.. HUh? okay...
And i'm glad we did it together, coz i was so blur..
The school's quite smart. They jumbled up the questions so we cant discuss properly.
But we're smarter.
HAha. =D

my gosh.
I'm in trouble.
Coz even ahbeng aka justin has started mugging.
And all i have done is watch the petrol video.
I'm so doomed.
Maybe i am going to get deported back. Haha.
Sayonara! LOL.

I'm bombarding suenxin with stupid questions as if she knows everything.
Haha.
Not fair!!!
I jealous.
LOL.

:)
I'm doing ECONS lecture now.
On Oligopoly.
What kind of stupid thing is it.
I don't understand lar.
And i'm watching a video on some petrol industry.
9 minutes and the lady in the video is bringing us around Singapore to look at petrol kiosks.
haha. hilarious.

I need some songs.
The background music is freaky.
Sounds like the background song when i switch on 'pocahontas interactive reading' when i was young.
Haha.

And oh.
Maxis is being crappy.
As usual.

Going to watch 'Secret' (finally) tmr. With Winston ZjinFei KhoonHuang Jiayang and Amanda.
Then hopefully watching another movie with lydia. :)

Happiness. :)

Haha.
Just to let you guys know.
You can still msg my singapore number.
Just that I'll reply you with my msia number.
(which has tons of credit so I can msg until siao)
So means I'll have two phones with me.
Yup.
Anything important don't hesitate to msg.
(Or if you seriously miss me!! :D)
Oh luojun said it might cost more. So yeah, don't waste your money, msg only if important haha :)

And oh, if you guys want anything (which I doubt so), just msg.
I've got DVDs to buy (shhh..), chewing gum (for me ! :D) .
And oh glen wants that sizzling sweet which is not known to me but i'll try to find haha.

I'm elated.
I finished my EOM. :)
Now moving on to ODAC proposal, then NRP.
Then only can start mugging for promos. Sigh.
Tata.

haha.
I bought my dress today!
Its black, yellow, and white.
I didn't really like the pink, so yeah. :)

Anyways, Asean dance is tomorrow.
And actually I don't really feel like going.
It sounds a bit sien no offence.
And I don't want to slow dance! Coz i don't know how to. LOL.

:D i have to mug.
repeat: have to mug.
Which reminds me, gosh i come in second in ODAC"s most muggerish list!
But never mind, coz Mr Cheng told the councillors: if you want to succeed in JC, you cannot be afraid of people calling you a mugger.
Hah.
How's that.

I'm happier now.
Thanks guys.
The problem isn't settled yet but it's improving. :)
Thanks so much for asking... :D

countdown: two days!!

Hah.
I've finally learnt to control my emotions.
Coz I'm actually able to concentrate now.
Focusing on the promos that is coming in 29 days. (Thanks neo for reminding)

I woke up late today, i think it's lack of sleep since I slept later than normal yesterday.
And I finished 3 gp articles. Now I'm trying to read up on econs (I was dreaming during econs lecture).

YEs! I'm finally going to church again later. :) I miss church. I miss sermons. a lot.



*should i buy the dress?*
haha.



PJ. I can't wait to go back.
Life seems so much happier there.
Or is that another illusion?

Heh. Suddenly I'm quite excited to go back to PJ.

Firstly, can meet up with family. :)
Second, gonna met up with friends!
Watching secret with winston on thurs.
Must meet up with lydia too.
and kimi kayaun and all on sat . :D

Who care bout promos.

Haha.
Wanchin, Desiree, Yilin.
Gosh I love them to bits.

Even though we didn't go for kbox today, we still had lots of fun trying on dresses and talking and eating while gossiping. :) and watching people in the arcade. Haha.




Ahhh..
I'm like alone in the rooom lar.
Angelin went back to msia, Suen staying over with parents.
And here's jocelyn left to mug in the stupid small room.

AseanDance is coming next Tuesday. Can I don't wear a dress???
Heh.



Thanks for the advice.
I really don't know what to do.
I'll try not to get myself to deeply involved.
:)

EvanAlmighty was crappy and entertaining, but not worth the money haha.
And it did make me laugh. But its a short term effect thing.

After that, it was back to emo-ing.
Which explains why I'm not asleeep yet.
Argh. I'm sorry i can't help but think.

And when I see her cry, I cry also lar.
So yeah.
Have a good rest girl.
Don't worry so much yourself.
:)

And you know what?
Bring it on people.
I know who you are.