argh.

ive turned into a busy pig.

I always have to brush people off when they talk to me.

Sorry chunwei for not replying you just now. I was in sch doing project.

and sorry jetching for not being able to chat.

and sorry ppl for not replying your smses.



DAMN.



Eventhough OP is ending tmr, I'm still a busy person.

In fact, i'm musth busier.

I don't think I will have time for ANYONE at all next week.

After all, I ONLY have a pdf document to read, a tutorial on what the heck SSPS is all about to read, a progress report to complete, ASO to plan, ODAC trainings to attend, make-up lectures to attend, stupid conflict management workshops to attend, data to analyze (3 days in NTU yay...).



Also, i have to catch up with everyone. Everything i've been missing out.







But no i cant curse.

Coz i'll be losing my grip completely.





Turn back.

It's not too late.



SOMEONE MAKE THIS HEADACHE GO AWAY.
IT"S ANNOYING.
OUCH.
MAYBE IT's COZ of the EXCESSIVE THINKING.
but. i haven't been thinking.
Have I?

NELSON ROCKS.
HAHA.

He's threatening me to blog something nice about him.
even though there's none.
so unfortunately i have to lie.
SAD.

Anyways, yeah, nelson is my pw mate
He loves seafood.
He loves food, actually.
Always hungry.
Sigh.
Even when his toe was literally coming out, he still insisted on seafood sushi.
STUBBORN man.

Nice friends like us try to warn him.
But to no avail.
Still 'seafood seafood' all the way.
Soon his whole body will rot.
TOO BAD.

Byebye nelson.
ENjoy your seafood.










LOL.
Anyways yeah we're in comlab now haha. (:
and we're slacking.
As always.
JIAYOU FOR OP GUYS! (: (: (:


I LOVE MY CLASS.
I LOVE MY LIFE.
I <3 you.

sigh.
stupid headache.

i finished computin 92 nrp surveys liao.
28 more.
I'M STILL ALIVE!



yesterday.
was.
interesting.
i slept at 2am.
woke up this morning (afternoon ) around 1pm.


damn stupid I and R.
i wanna eat seaweed.
i'm eating jellybeans right now and ive still got the headache (kinda no link)
hmmm...


everyone has mt exam tmr.
almost everyone.
haha.
i wanna run lar.
but yeah. lazy.
and noone's freeee. i think.

WEEEEEE.
all the best gor chinese tmr!
and OP!
loves.




i know its a bit late to boast:

26/07 100% PROMOTION TO J2! THE ONLY CLASS IN THE ENTIRE LEVEL!
(copy paste from ah huang's msn)


LOL.

argh.
stupid odac training.
thank goodness bukit timah hike was cancelled today.
coz my legs are aching like shit now.

ran 4km on wednesday.
ran another 4 yestserday, but not continuous lar.
plus all the conditioning and all.
gosh no wonder i'm so tired.
haha.

and seira asked me whether wanna join them in jogging to hwachung and back.
'less than 10km, don worry.'
*faints*

haha.
but need to train for mt k and the 10k marathon which is only one month away.
Think i'm just going to walk lar.

(:
DAMN.
NRP!
sobs.




halfway through doing odac ASO proposal now.
NOT fun larrrrr. haha.

ahaha.
today was tiring. then happy. then i duno.
I woke up late. lol. so much for telling someone not to be late.
hahaa.
(:

then as i sat on the mrt. with the rain pouring.
I emo-ed! for like 15 minutes.
about friendship.
*its not worth it lar.*
gerald -- 'When you lose friends, make new ones'
haha. true i guess.


then during OP, i got pissed again.
WIth myself.
The more I practise, the lousier I get.
WTH?
Don want practice liao lar. waste time and energy.

Then our class went to mac!
for breakfast cum lunch.
(: was goood.
me des and chin started talking... lalala.
and char was tired.
hmmm..



we went to steal red balls!
haha.
I had 4, then chin took 1.
so now i have 3! hahaa.
OCBC publicity. THanks yah.

Next up was AMK hub with des wchin char justin nelson glen kenghuang gerald. we just walked around and around then sat at a corner played with our red balls then pig kenghuang wanted to eat snacks before going IMH which i think he was late for . lol.

reached home around 3.
tiredddd!
but gotta finish up odac and PW.
Tired lar.


I still have 60 more surveys left to collect?
HOW?
I'm dead.
Doooomed.





I'm gonna eat choc.
i don care.
haha.
tata!!!

crap.
got caught! hahahaha.

anywayssss..
(: (: we ate swensens today!
lol.

hmm pw was a bit crappy today.
my standard dropped like shit.
pressure from ms goh and class kinda stressed us up i think.
but yeah our extra 5 minutes .. WASTED.
DAMN.

O.o hahahahaaaaaa.
stooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopid.
veron wants me to cut down on bubble tea.
-- apple addiction better! haha.
okay darling! (:




tmr pw again.
sien lar.
haha.

i must say i'm pretty happy now.
compared to last night and this morning and afternoon.
haha.
simple outings make me happy.

btw thanks guys. for comforting me.
veron .. gerald. chin.. des yilin for being concerned, justin, jeremy, nelson! .. and haha okay lar russell, erin, joanne.. (: (:

anyways. went out with allie(allister) and russell to amk hub and jubillee to buy someone's birthday pressie (their friend) and my PW stuff.

haha they forgot the traditional birthday thingy bout giving clocks. the guy they're giving the pressie to most prolly don know my blog so yup its okay. haha.



then had OGL interview.
Was okay. i think.
almost got interviewed by angelin and lekwen but rachel pulled me away to the other room last minute! haha.


went out for dinner.
no.
he ate. i didnt.
hahaaa.
yup. and (:




well.
whatever.
i'm happy.
(:

haha.
(: today's sunday.
I have PW later.
And I havent thoroughly memorized my script.
shit.

anyways last few days were okay.
I woke up yesterday with sore throat so I decided to give bukit timah a skip.
should have gone.
:(

ON friday we had our first ODAC pt after promos.
Was quite tiring.
All of us lost our fitness lar.
Then after that we went to the hall.
And I taught Russell how to play Canon in D.
And omg he played it so many times that i'm so sick of it now.
But not bad lar.
Coz when shaam called to ask whether they wanna play soccer.
Russell said - 'Tell him later. I wanna play piano!'
O.o
haha.

EYH.
Next weeek i'm quite free.
Coz everyone else has MTL.
Means I can complete my NRP! (: (:
you guys better do the survey for me..
HRRRMPH.

<3

I miss the times before promos.
Not so much work to do.
SIen.
PW, ODAC, NRP.
I'm dying.

Results were okay.
Good, i shall say.
But don wanna elaborate lar.
Later kena say.


Yup thts about it. tata.

shucks.
:'(
things are not good.

anyways guys.
all the best tmr! (: (:
i hope everyone i know promotes!

haha.
I had a GREAT WEEKEND with my family! (:
Nice seeing them again.
We went to vivo.
(: (: (:
I tried to see which one is yilins bro working at beard papa but didn't know which one haha.

My sister (the future doctor) is crazy.
haha she brought notes here to read.
Studying human behaviour.
LOL. (:

hahahaaaaaaaaa...
then i came back hostel.
I saw shiv acting crazy. hahaha.
'I didnt see anything!'
lol.

then i got pissed.
coz i heard something i don like..
and i hate hate hate backstabbers.




on a happier note,
I"M OKAY already.
The problem is settled. YAY.
Now, you cheer up alright?
(:

OKay i better write down the list of things i have to do. by 5pm.

1. Upload odac proposal onto IVLE.
2. Finish up WR bibliography.
3. Draft questionaire (a bit) for NRP survey.
4. Pack stuff for parents to bring back to KL.

Shit I'm screwed.

It's funny how music makes us feel better.
I'm listening to nickelback, jesse mccartney, yellowcard, and bonjovi.
I love bonjovi. haha. (:
I'm a fan of old songs!
John mayer rocks.



okay about the posts down there.
It's not that bad okay.
I didn't have a fight with [bleeep] *censored*
I was just being unhappy bout other stuff.
So yeah.
I'm better now I guess.
I just hope my mood doesnt change.
at 5.

i think i'm a bit happier.
Coz i slept enough.
And I'm touched.
Eventhough nothing much has been said.
But I'm touched already..

Thanks for the concern... (:
I love you all.

I'm a crybaby yes.
I cried at the bus stop.
I cried in MOS burger.
I cried at the fountain.
I cried on my way home.
I cried when I came online.
And lastly, I cried when i opened my inbox.

WTH is wrong with me?

Thanks veron darling.
For being there for me..
I love you so so much! :)

Friendship.
I feeel so stupid.
Here I am advicing someone to let go and move on.
And then I'm on another side crying for something that's not even worth it.

'I find it hard to talk to you.'
It's okay when one person says it, but not when it's repeated so many times.
'I have nothing to talk to you about.'
WTH.

It's weird how you can just stop talking to someone for no apparent reason.
Am I the one thinking too much?
Am I being overly sensitive?
Or are you being INsensitive?

I'm trying to understand the logic.
But I don't see it.
I mean, I'm trying to understand what is going on.
But honestly I'm damn confused myself.



F*** lar.
Why am i emo-ing.


I think i got influenced.
Seeing someone so sad over friendship problems,
made me think about mine too.

Friendship is something i treasure a lot.
And I know you do too.
Cheer up alright.
I'm trying to cheer up.
Sorry I didnt reply your msg.
Just know that I'll always support you.


Eventhough.
I'm dying myself.

i seriously think i'm oversensitive.
Sensitive till I don't really know how people really feeel.
I become irrational in my thinking.
overdoing things.
Not just to one party, but a lot.
And I don't feel good about it.

DAMN.

HAAHAHAAHAH.
I"m tired.
I've got backache and stomachaches.
Coz I'm tired.
I'm weird.
DAMN WEIRD.
(: YAWN.

I'm happy.
Why? (:
Coz i'm not sad.

O.o


2607!!
GO TO ECP EARLY ON THURSDAY!
class outing before CDP! (:

The school network is shit lar.
I'm waiting for the chinese people in ohana now.
I hope they don't emo and leave me to do all the thinking later.

But actually I quite like my pw group.
They're fun! (:
Geraldnelsoncherylandgenevive. (:
BEST.
Gerald is cute *pinches his cheeks*
Nelson is lame and crappy.
Cheryl is ...---'SET!'
Genevive is yodelling. HAHAH.


Knock Knock.
Who's there?
Little Old Lady.
Little Old Lady who?

WHY ARE YOU YODELLING?

O.o


If you understand. HAHA. Genevive played that prank on me yesterday.
The day i ate up all her rockyroad chocolate.

Hurry end chinesee.. i miss my pw mates...


oh and anyone wants currypuff?
Genevive brought like 6 currypuffs to school. For our breakfast. HAHA.


I forgot to blog about breakfast.
I woke up early to have breakfast with wanchin yilin and des at amk mac today!
And I walked so far from yiochukang mrt when I could have just taken a bus.
NOOB.
So yeah we had hotcakes and bigbreakfast.
Yilin had BLACKCURRANT cappucino. lol.

We were arguing about the squatting positions in squatting toilets.
Do you fave the pipe or face the dooor?
Me and wanchin: PIPE.
Des and yilin: DOOR.
Their reason is that the sitting toilet also face the door mar.

BUt huh? If the sitting toilet was to face the pipe, how the heck do fat people like me get in??

HAHAH YES THEY ARE OUT!
CYA!

harlo!
EXAMS ARE OVER!
Promos are history. (:

How I celebrated?
Went out for lunch on friday, slacked around, went to Chinatown to celebrate dear Angelin's birthday.
On saturday, kbox! haha. (:
me, chin, yilin, des, justin, ceph, jayang, gerald, nelson. nine of us.
oh then i went to watch movie!
resident evil haha.
not bad if you like zombies. =/
and if you have something to hide behind if you're scared. lol.

Random: I've been having bubbletea for 8 days in a row!
So proud of myself.
Double pearl somemore. (: (: (:
Passionfruit red tea 3 days in a row including today.

And now, i'm in genevive's house doing PW.
Gerald is bully-ing me!!!
He is treating my leg as a drawing paper.
Now so many marker marks.
Hmmpph.
And nelson is a pig.
Keeeeeeeps eating.
'I'm hungry....' He says.

Genevive fed us some korean prawns, cheesecakes, and wangwang! (:
And now she's giving us potato chips.
Then asking whether we want icecream.
O.o

And I LOST WEIGHT!
LOL LOL>
I dunno how, but i did! (: (:

Gerald wants to blog now:
Wait he says he wants to eat first. hah.
need to grow fatter first..
let me tell you my version of the story..

hmm..she was like slacking the whole time den jus type a bit..
so had to punish her a little to make her work more..yupps..
den she was like imitating nelson's "what's for dinner uh"
so funny can..
even played the piano disturb genevieve's family..
now even fighting with nelson..
so slack la..

den she kept rubbing her eyes, wan to become our next interviewee liao cos we doing on blind peep.
jus now even tried to do exercise when she cant even do it properly..
even did sit-ups on the floor can..become laughing stock liao..hahahaahahas
she now laughing at nelson reading book: I'm so stripy says the tiger..

ok la shall not say anymore le..later she callher gang beat me up :)

JOCELYN:
I so did not slack lar!!!
Gerald's talking nonsense.
I did introduction and objectives okay!!!!
GHHHHMPPPPH.
And it's not my fault Nelson made that phrase sound so weird.
Sit-ups are fun okay!
NELSON forced me to play CANNON!
and pillowfighting with nelson is a great way to pass time hahahaa.
Oh. Does rubbing your eyes make your eyes go inside??? O.o Gerald is a liar.

Gerald:
With reference to jocelyn's 'Gerald's talking nonsense.'
i was like typing on the com can, not talking..even if i was talking i din like say: nonsense, nonsense, nonsense,nonsense nonsense,nonsense...




OKAY SO THIS IS GETTING LAME.
Gerald's so lame can...
tata.

GP is over.
One down, four to go!
Time flies.

And I'm happy.
Coz the question was 'The future belongs to women. Comment.'
TAdah! Told you 'women' was coming out! (:
But I think I went out of point lar.
A desperate attempt to vomit out everything that I remembered.

And paper 2 was crap.
Coz first I was falling asleep.
Wanchin saw me nodding my head lar..
And secondly I was distracted...
And thirdly, The paper is so HARd. :(

So basically I'm hoping for a pass.. haha.




It's econs tmr.
DongXing: Econs is just about LCS. Law of Common Sense.
Grarrrrr. Stupid guy.
Then he confuse us say monopoly is a firm with 60% market share.
I mean, huh?
We drank bubble tea! I had my double pearls! Haha.

4 days in a row of bubble tea.
Not a healthy thing, but aiya it makes me happy mar.
The balls fulfill my desires.
O.o sounds wrong.
Grarrrr.
TeoKaipeng rated my tikoness as 2000.
LOL.

YAWN I'm sleeeeeeepy.
I'm going to bathe now and go dining hall to hopefully mug a bit a bit.

I'm in need of chocolates.
Desperately.






OH. I just realized econs timing is so tight.
I seriously didn't know we had to write 2 essays in an hour and a half.
I mean what the?? DO I LOOK LIKE SUPERMAN TO YOU?
I don't even own a single red underwear!
Haha. Shit i'm being stupid..


TATA.