ahh. i feel so weird right now. I'm kinda sad and excited. It's not unexpected, this feelings, but I hate feeling this way. Sometimes i wish i didnt have the internet. Reading mails and blogs sometimes make me depress and scared of going back. And reminds me of all the unhappiness everywhere.

I'm losing it.
It being everything.
:'(

Damn.

Okay i'm excited because i guess i get to meet everyone after a very very long time. All those people I miss. - Him, angelin, suen, erin, joanne, seira..., veron, 2607... :( yeahh.


I wont be bringing my screwed up laptop back to spore this time. so might not be able to blog that often k guys.. :(

i woke up at 1 again. LOL.
Had lunch, and now downloading songs for my phone. Coz 4 hours with nothing to do is not fun at all. no books to read... no magazines to flip through. So i only have the music to keep me sane. Gosh. maybe I should go buy some magazines to read. But what magazines? Arrrgh.

Wow. It's time to go back already. I'm quite sad la. I think I'll miss my family a lot. :(

At least gotta talk to a few people who I haven't seen in a long time - nat, nick, denise, suann. yeeeup . all's good.

And now its back to stressful times. :( work work and work.

P.S.- kaizen! my smallville!

Well.
I think I blogged already today. If i'm not wrong.

I'm kind of sick of going online and doing nothing productive already.
I mean, noone is online, I don't talk to anyone. All I do is try to figure facebook out which btw i think is a waste of time. And besides, i rather talk on the phone. To people who matter.

Sorry la I'm kinda emo now.

Winston rocks! haha. (: don't perasan.

And i'm going to disappear into my room, surrounded by happy music (planetshakers) and lovely memories (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

Well not much has happened.
Went to church in the morning (: I wore my yellow sun dress. LOL. Exchange gifts here and there... and oh the christmas play was really good. (: Got to see like a few of the youths (Shon, Shaun, Luke, Thomas, Julian) dancing uptown girl lol. Was quite funny and Dr. Peter Ng can act very well. It was a malaysian version of the scrooge christmas carol. Then Mr. Arnold Lim gave a short but sweet message.

(= I feel happy today.

but i'm tired. LOL. been clearing my room, packing... all those shit stuff you do before you go back. Arggghh. Hate it. Hate doing those stuff, i mean. Yeaupp.

:)

dinner at nat's was great (: the food was good. Turkey slices, lamb, duck, pasta (: They had champagne and wine but I didn't. LOL. Catched up with nat, talked to joshua and all. Quite fun. (: Haven't seen them in one year. (not counting sunday) It's like an annual event thing that we go their place for christmas eve dinner. haha.

We're all gonna wear dresses for christmas service tmr. Denise, Zhen, Rach, me i think and nat. hopefully la. We'll see tmr how my mood is LOL.

Merry christmas people!
Let's not let this holiday spirit blur out the true meaning of christmas !

Jesus is the reason for the season (:

guess i should blog today.

well, i went church on sunday morning.. (: and surprisingly I had a great time there, eventhough there was no CG but i saw Nat! finally. (: she's looking great (: haha. And I met NICK as well! He's graduated from melbourne as a doctor man! An old man now.. (:

Joshua: 'So are you more Singaporean now?'

=.= Like everyone asks that question now. Mark Tan, Kayaun... grarrr.
See my profile man.. JOCELYN is 100% Malaysian!

Everyone's cutting the bob hair style recently. Rachel and Lydia both trimmed their hair to join the trend. I only see it in KL though (think Singapore diff style), and i think it looks really good! Too bad my hair is wavy if not I would not mind that style.. (:

Anyway, after church i came back, rested for one hour, and then went to OU. Wanted to shop myself.. then kayaun and chun wei said they'll join me.. So three of us went present hunting for someone.. LOL. Thanks for the suggestion guys eventhough some were pretty far-fetched. LOL. Finished shopping then we went to have some snacks, waited for hakimi, and then had Italiannies for dinner ! (:

Pasta and bread was goood. But the waiter was quite an asshole la, chunwei said he's a flirt anyway. LOL. . Then KA me and kimi went to watch national treasure! (: chunwei had to send sis off at airport. National treasure was good ! I didnt watch the first one but I thought this was really interesting. DEFINITELY A MUCH BETTER MOVIE THAN 'I AM LEGEND'.

So after the movie bout 9plus, winston and lydia called so yeah we cabbed to winstons. Thought there would be a nice party but in the end all the guys were just hanging around playing cards. Kimi, kayaun, lydia and I got pretty bored after a while so we left. walked to lydia's , then she fetched us home. (:



Hmm.. OH. I just had my hephatitis B (however you spell that) booster jab. And it was PAINFUL OKAY? Sis lied! She said piercing the ear is more painful and I can tell you its not! When she pierced the needle in was already painful enough, then she press the fluid and I OMG almost died. Okay lar not that bad but its painful alrightttt. And she didnt give me a sweet to say that i was a brave girl or what not. I should have whined like a baby.

BTw i woke up at 1pm today. Feel like a pig. and it's mums birthday! Got her a quote calender and a pair of earrings from perlinis silver. (: Quite prettty. (: Alright it's gonna rain soon.

Going to nat's for dinner tonight! Yay! (: Merry Christmas people!

I realized why my ear isn't infected after the piercing.. (: I'm on antibiotics for my face! lol that's why the antibiotics works for my ear too so its perfectly fine and no infection. (: Then mum said if I want another one should take this opportunity to pierce now. lol. coz my antibiotics only 4 months eyhs. Then i looked into the mirror, hmm, 3 earholes.. A bit too much for now la. So next time I guess. (:

Anyways i woke up at 12 today (: Not happy about it, but i was really too tired. But yeah I finished another gp essay so i'm done with gp essays hw. Now left with the articles and the comprehension part. Which is totally stupid if i have to redo it because i would probably answer the same thing anyway...

Today is tangyuan festival! (: lol. I want my peanut tangyuans! (:

Alright guys off to do econs now. Or try to, at least. (:
Toodles.

Let's see, i've just ran around 4km.

But before that, I had one plate of pasta for lunch! So i sorta burned away all the calories already i hope. (: met up with the girls today- Amanda lydia suAnn Weitzyy Hueywen. kaiying was sick okay. :( .. Went to Dave's. The pasta there was great ! (: They served us a mouthful of wine each and I refused to take mine coz i think wine tastes horrible so lydia took it for me. Then we started talking about our holidays plans again, wanting to plan a trip but its hard to get a common free period for everyone :( They're planning to go into feb before Suann and Gerard leaves for Melbourne, but i'm stuck in Singapore! :(

Anyways after lunch mandy had to go back to church, lydia went out with kenny and blah blah, hueywen and weitzyy went to buy gifts, so me and su ann went to watch 'i am legend'. lol. I understand now why people say it sucked. What do you expect la, he's the only person there, obviously no conversation, so boring lo. So that sort of dissapoint the girls. As for the guys, there isn't much action either, so all in all even though will smith rocks, the movie sucks. And it was pretty short, only one hour and a half. The zombies are not scary by the way. LOL.

Shit la I'm wasting my money to watch all the nonsensical movies.
Typical of me.

I'm a happy kid . (:

okay. few discoveries:

1. reese's peanutbutter choc is not as good as M&ms! haha. I kinda bought it as a substitute to mnsm peanut butter here in msia coz its hard to find and yeah prefer mnms.

2. I saw LeeWanWah (msia badminton player) at gardens today! haha. He's DAMN TALL, shoulders DAMN BROAD, and DAMN good looking! lol. was trying to get a picture of him but dunno where he disappeared to. LOL.

3. Homework sucks. Not that we don't already know that.

4. I'm getting seriously fat. I can't stop eating. I mean, I'm eating and its like midnight now. Shit man.

5. My xmas pressies is so lagging behind. Arghhh. I don't want to buy anymore la.. It's very troublesome..

6. Facebook is troublesome. All i wanted was to get youth camp photos, and now I've gotten myself into the complicated procedures of getting started and so on...

7. I have nothing else to blog about.

8. It's 12.30am and i should be sleeping soon.

9. Noone reads my blog la. Haha.

oh my gosh. I was thinking thinking thinking and I realized that i'm going back to Singapore soon! WOW. Time flies. I've been in KL for about 13 days already! Guess I've been having too much fun even if its just sitting at home lazing around.

Well i can say I have had a lot fun back home. It's just great to be back. Meeting up with old friends and all. [though I havent met up with those who matter more yet, nvm tmr and sunday is coming soon.]

I face this dilemma every time i'm back in KL.
'I want to meet the people there, but I don't want to go back.' thats what I say everytime it's all most time to go back to Singapore.
Which is true you know, if not for the people there, Singapore would be a horrible place to be in . Except for the shopping, which gets a bit boring once in a while. And oh probably the bubble tea is a good motivation, coz i cant quite find nice bubble teas her in Malaysia.

I'll be leaving Singapore in a years time. I wonder what I would say then...
But till then, I shall just enjoy and live my last year of JC life happily.
But shucks, A levels.

STUDY!.

hey people.
Guess what? I'm back from my shopping trip with family. We went to MidValley and Gardens. LOL. I wasnt planning to buy anything at first due to my laziness. I wanted to try some clothes but the queue was too long. Then after walking for a while after the fabulous thai food for lunch, I suddenly had the mood. But didnt buy that much either la. 3 tops and 3 pairs of shoes. (: And my tops are all grey! Crap. I'm influenced by Veron. lol.

And then we went to 'the ship' to makan! (:
The steaks there are awesome. (: and so was the seafood platter I ordered. I seriously love the ambience there, where everyone is dressed as ship crew and it's so dark and romantic. .. (: haha.

I took quite a number of photos in Gardens. It's so pretty lar! Even the toilet has nice 'sceneries'! LOL.



anyways, i'll try to do my econs essay now. Though I don't have much mood.

Well, what can I say. Oh. My ears aches :(
Jocelyn got her second pair of earholes pierced today!
Was kind of scared in the beginning, but after the first one I felt that it wasn't painful at all. Would have asked to pierce another one if not for my dad's objection.. LOL.

I haven't done anything today.
Did a bit of xmas shopping and nothing else.
And did one GP essay.

I should go do maths now. Toodles.

argh all I want to know is the Air Pollution Index of all countries and i've spent like 20 minutes searching for it but google comes up with stupid irrelevant information.




Okay i give up. I'm just going to crap about API.



I feel old. Coz i read econs. and it's about GNP and GDP and all that shit. I'm not supposed to know that stuff! It's freaky. ;O

Gotta run guys, lunch!

It's tuesday and i'm feeling great.
I somehow am very happy. Maybe its because I woke up early, had nothing to emo about, and completed a bit of work. And i had time to play and draw nonsense as well (: it's nice to wake up early. I should do that next few days. wake up early. (:

Anyways here is what I have completed:
1. GP lecture.
2. physics e lecture plus tutorial.
3. GP 3 articles.

Trying to finish one maths promo paper now but it's like pretty tough so i'm taking a good break (:.

And oh i'm getting fat coz i've been eating and munching when i do work. I feel so bloated.

I think i'll blog later at night when I come back from dinner. Prolly around 10pm okay? see ya peeps.

Gosh i'm so scared of the homework that is left that I had to turn down winston's offer of going shopping tomorrow. :( Kinda dumb lar since it's supposed to be the holidays anyway but I don't like leaving my work just like that especially since I'll be going out for dinner at night with youth gang. Going to some church member's restaurant. (: Thai food.

i wanna watch 'i am legend'. Is it any good people?

listening to :
'One life one love' right now. (:
I guess the camp did enlighten me.

Goodnight y'all.

How was youth camp?



But i'm blogging now and here's what i have to say:


I don't want to like elaborate anymore so yeah. That's about it... coz i don't know who reads this blog so yeah. (:

Anyways I'm going to go do my physics e lecture coz i ran out of paper to do maths. Toodles.

ahh i feel like blogging for the second time today AGAIN lol.

Was talking to denise about youth camp tomorrow. And how me and another friend didnt want to go (the other friend still is not going) because we felt that we don't belong. I guess this is what happens when you leave a place for so long. I've left the place for 3 years and the other friend 2 years. And it's not like somewhere near, for her case is diff country . Mine is still okay coz I do go back ONCE in a while.

It's sad that we lose the motivation to attend church and camps because of a reason not relating to the main reason of going there in the first place. Like me, I lost the motivation to attend church in Singapore because of lack of company. I tried ORPC, Josiah's church, Elden's church, BRMC, Joanne's church but all doesnt feel right because it's just different. I want to look further for more suitable places but who's there to go with me? Perhaps this is the reason I wake up every Sunday Morning feeling blue and all. I feel sorry for myself that i have to keep pushing it away because of lame excuses. I actually hate myself to the core for this.

It sucks even more when people rub it in. I know you guys want the best for me, want me to get a grip of my life and all, prevent me from backsliding, but please don't pressure me and give me that negative look everytime I quietly admit I haven't been attending church. I feel ashamed of myself and sometimes that is the reason why I prefer not to go out with these people. Perhaps this is why I am scared of tmr's camp as well.

But as most people would advice:-

guess I should be blogging about today hah.
Well, I slept at almost 3am the night before and woke up around 8plus because some people were supposed to come at 9am to bake cookies LOL. But i was smart la, i asked suen to msg me before she's coming so I wont have to wake up so early. In the end I strolled out of the bed in my messy hair at around 930am.

The girls came at 10ish.

LOL. Baked chocolate chip and cornflake cookies. I think we're all quite noob at baking la thank goodness the pro was there-- MUMMY. lol. she did quite a lot for us. And omg when it came to sieving all three of us had problems so she had to do it LOL.

Sooon we were done, at around 12 plus, then we had lunch and i bathed and i don't know what suenxin and seira did in my room. Coz when I came out they were all complaining of each other molesting each other which I decided not to take any sides with.

Went to One Utama to meet erin after that. Haha. and Eunice and Jolene (Joleen or blah blah i dunno). Erin and Eunice were dressed in yellow shirts and overalls. LIKE TWINS! Cute la. People kept staring at them LOL. So we went around and they had icecream and i went to buy slippers ... and donuts.. and seira bought sushi. and i bought seaweed. then we sat at macs eating our fries and icecream. My gosh the way those three sisters talk and laugh. It all sounds the same. I mean, I don't talk the exact same way my sister does! hahah.

Came back and talked a bit for a while before suens dad came to fetch them two and I was slacking around in the room for quite a while till was called down for dinner and now i'm here supposedly doing maths (:


I'll be going for youth camp tomorrow. I was kind of scared to go two days ago. Yesterday I was excited. This morning I was enthuthiastic. Now I'm hesitant again. I guess it's just been like so long since I've been for YouthCamp and it feels so bizzare packing not knowing the itinerary. And I don't even know what to bring. Note book? Pen? I seriously don't remember. The last time I went was 2 years back and things were different? Most of my friends were camp commitee so yeah was pretty well informed. Now I feel like i'm a CCFer (College and Career Fellowship) which is kind of true since i'm sort of in college already i guess. But I feel old. Two years back I used to look at this people and say 'Wow i cant believe they still want to go for youth camp. it's abit childish for them..' And then I realize now i'm like them! haha. And joanna though being two years older than me is going as well so maybe i'm not so old after all haha. (: (: Great. Hopefully will get to meet up with all the form5girls and the uni people and the overseas ppl.

Speaking of overseas ppl. I haven't met up with nat yet!
nat nat! where are you? (; lol.
Ahh nvm will be going to her place on christmas eve for dinner with her family (: its mum's birthday on that day too btw! (: yaysss.


So you see, my shopping is not all in msia.. I've got stuff to search for in spore oso! And i'm going to be dragging someone to buy them with me... LOL! (: (:

Well I guess I have to go back to maths now. Again.
Why do i seem to be stuck on maths?

Anyways yeah see you guys on Monday if i am not too tired to update.
Till then, adios!

this is my 100th post.
I'm currently recovering from the anguish and pain of cutting of my hair.

JUST KIDDING.
All I did was trim my hair a little and its just a little shorter and thinner. (: and it feels great because its not that long and wavy and messy anymore.

So what happened today was..
LUNCH with mandy and lydia at DELICIOUS!
Gosh the food there is beautiful (:
Had some macaroni cheese thing and chicken avocado sandwich shared between us. It's kind of expensive a meal but it's really worth it. (:

Then mandy went to try swimsuits. Which was really funny coz it all couldn't fit.. We went to arena btw. And then lydia had to leave because she went to meet her sis and church friends. And mandy had music lesson. So I sent mandy off and guess who we met??

TEH HUANG TUANG!

Lol it was pretty weird lar coz he spotted us first and was tapping me from behind but i didnt notice and then finally amanda stopped. Then he said 'Amanda! Jocelyn!' and we just stared. I took a short while to recognize him but amanda took pretty long and said 'huangtang?' Haha. Then we chatted for a while and amanda had to leave.

Was supposed to go shopping alone but since I met an old friend (havent seen him for 3 years) so decided to give shopping a skip and we started talking and all. He was blaming me for not making the effort to meet up last few years? Sorry man. Haha. And he's really tall now and has an australian accent.

So yeah we chatted blah blah until around 4pm and i had to leave to POTONG RAMBUT. (:

And that's it I didnt go jogging today coz i'm kinda lazy and tired, and i'm freaked out with the work I have. Kinda don want to go for youth camp also coz i might feel a bit OUT in the sense that I haven't been to FBC for ages but oh well hope everything goes well. (:

Baking cookies tmr.
And i've booked my ticket for 27th november 11am back to spore already.
No. I don't want to go back! :(

yesh. hello again people. (:
today is my second day officially in KL.
what did I do? I cant seem to recall.
Oh. Went out with the people lar.
Winston, Chunwei, joyce, hingkai, tricia, kaizen and keehao.
The rest sleeping at home. =.=

Haha I cabbed twice today with winston lol. We were supposed to walk and we both got lazy and the weather was pretty hot so yeah. (: NVM lar. It's holiday eyhs. (: Then we went for lunch and winston was grumbling about the couple. Haha. Watched heartbreak kid after that . Haha that show is pretty hilarious at some point but other than that its actually quite boring. I'm beginning to find a lot of shows boring actually haha.

Shopped around a little, ate here and there, and then came home with Winston again. Lol. Cab.

Then I went jogging with sis! Haha. Jogged for like half an hour. (: around 4km i think. That's what she says. I can't estimate myself. And I met winston again, playing soccer/football in bu7 park. Haha.


Now i'm trying to do maths.
And i seriously forgot how to do lar.
crap man.
homework sucks.


nvm on a happier note i'm going to meet the girls tmr!

And now i'll go take a bath and later i'll have a late dinner coz dads not even back yet and its already 9pm. Oh no. I'm going to get fat man. Seriously seriously have to exercise. Haha. (:

hi people. again. (:
my phone's cranking up on me sorry winston.

Anyways yeah today this pig woke up at 1pm. LOL. Which would mean I slept for 12 hours straight and gosh it felt good (: Of course then I sorta freaked out because I kinda had a lot of things to do which was basically just unpacking and eating. LOL.

Had lunch (homecooked food finally) and then went to see doctor. for my acne. haha. KayAun was funny. He was shocked i had acne - 'That's like saying I have boobs!' But yeah sad isn't it. It's pretty serious it seems. Dr Teh prescribed my antibioitics for one month and also lots of weird cream for me. Shit lar how am I going to apply so many things when i'm so lazy.

Then went around buying stuff for baking with suen on thursday ! (: we're going to bake chocolate chip and cornflake cookies. YAY! Haha i miss baking. It's fun la..

Hmmm what did I do next.
Oh.
Came back and unpack my stuff which is now eyhs.
Will be going out to OU later after dinner with sis and mum! Shopping man! (: (: And the best thing is I don't have to worry about being broke and all coz mum pays for everything yays!

Crap I havent started on the work.
Should start some soon.
Oh well.
Tonight i guess. (:

Meeting chunwei winston geof and amanda tmr (:
at OU again. grarrrr.

Okay i'm going to do my situps and pushups nonsense now.
It's kinda necessary considering the amount of food i've been consuming ever since ive been back. Especially last night. Ooooops. Eating biscuits at 11pm at night is SO NOT GOOD. Control control ! :( I wanna run lar. Anyone wanna go jogging with me? (:

SHE"S BACK!
IN KL MAN!
woooots.

It was quite a tiring journey back coz i couldn't seem to get myself to fall asleep in the car. So i sorta stoned, played with my phone a little, and read a story book. Reached KL only around 8 and had a good dinner and now i'm back home man! home sweet home.
it feels good.

I'm glad I didnt go for the CIP thing though. Parents look pretty tired after the trip to and fro (: they're nice. going all the way to fetch me hehe. (: (:

anyways tmr i'm just going to do my unpacking, and ROT AWAY AT HOME.
No lar, my sis wants to bring me shopping already.
And am i ever so ready for it man! (:


Just need to spend some time to do a little thinking I guess.
It's day one already.
I don't have much time.




Yeah really I don't.
I only have 4 days till i leave for PORT DICKSON! for camp.
then after coming back, i have one week before christmas and then i'm leaving again.

Wow. time is going to fly when i'm back here.
Coz i'm happy.
Happier than ever. (:

To all ODACians reading this blog: MOE has already written us a praise email (: forwarded it to our email account already. Go take a look! (: (:

I quote her one sentence - 'An additional point to highlight was the strong sense of team spirit among the ODACians, as can be seen from the camaraderie displayed. I believed the unity helped tremendously in the implementation of the programme as everyone was cooperative and lent support whenever necessary.'

ODAC has indeed been known for out team spirit and bond. (: i hope this goes on for many years to come.


anyways.
today was the end of the second day of OGL workshops.

Pharoah was rather quite today due to the lack of ODAC ogls. LOL.

My clan is MUNIN and my oglmates are JIAYING SHUMEI and DASMOND! (: Quite nice bunch of people. Rather pleased with it, although some people might not be satisfied with their groupings lol.

ODIN ROCKS!

Wow. it's weird to see no ODACians online today. I think they're all too tired from 3 star kayaking. Hahaa.

Shit why do I keep talking bout ODAC today. I'm a bit obsessed after seeing that email. ahaha.





TMR IS LAODA's BIRTHDAY!
Happy birthday LAODA i don't think i will be blogging tmr. HAHA. (:

Let's see.
shockwave flash player sucks.
IVLE sucks.
what else.

oh i wanna run 21km next year!
was thinking about it haha.
wana follow in all the seniors footsteps. (:
salute man.
odac should join lar.

i feel my legs cramping up already.
the headache is coming.
the nose is sneezing.
i need sleeep.

ahaha.
omg lakehouse is so sweeet (: (:
sorry a bit slow i know this movie quite old eyhs.
aiyo. so nice lar...
very touching.
hehe.
keanu reeves is the ideal cool sensitive mature guy (:

yay i like my new blogskin too. (:
like the font of this one.

ahhh.
i'm feeling tired lar.
my back and legs damn suan.
but can't sleeep.
:( WHY???

and i'm hungry.
AGAIN.
Like i just had lunch and cheesecake.
But i wanna eat more.
SHIT MAN.

WALAU EYH.
i'm damn tired but i can't sleep.
at least I THINK I'm tired.
hahaa.

today's marathon was great! (:
I RAN all the way man!
haha. only stopped at water and toilet breaks.
so proud of myself.
jocelyn ting completed 10km in 1 hour 15 minutes. wooots.
(:
seira was ahead of me by about 15 minutes I think.
and veron was behind by about half and hour.
so basically we all completed 10km!

met a lot of odac seniors there.
the 23rd comm is much more enthu than us lor.
sigh. hahaa.

someone overslept.
LOL. and missed the run.
Sadddd. :( haha.



what should I do now?
i'm so bored.
Think i'll watch a movie or something.
tata!

I seriously have to stop getting pissed so easily these few days. My oversensitiveness is working up again. Or maybe it's just that I can't tolerate things anymore.

It's one thing if i really ignore or neglect someone, but its another if i didn't and i'm wrongly accused. Especially when it's based on just assumptions. Seriously, i hate that word. I lost a friend because of that and I don't want to lose another. It sucks when people just assume things, take things for granted, and expect you to know everything. I mean, what the hell? At least let me know lar. Damn it.


Heck it.
I'm leaving Malaysia for my long deserved break soon.
Eventhough I still have work to do now and i'm slacking online when I shouldnt because I can't stand it anymore.
I need to rant.
But who to rant to?
I can't exactly ring up friends I haven't talked to in ages just to crap about this nonsense. But maybe, it's a good chance to help restrengthen the bond again.

OGL workshop starts Monday.
I don't want to go.
Marathon is tmr.
I don't want to go.

I just want to drift away in my sleep.
dreaming of things that could have been.

ahh.
i browsed friendster today.
and i was shocked.
hahaaa.
nvm. why i was shocked is just my own reaction.
stupid me.
people change.


anyways
i woke up like one hour later than i should have today.
woke up at 1030am.
then slacked till 11.
did gp article until 12.
and 2 questions of physics.
break for lunch.
now online.
i'm such a slacker. :(

going toapayoh later.
to buy my stuff and send letter.
how to send letter ar? hahaa. noob. sorry.

..
..
i've been staying home a lot these few days.
feeels good.
I get very sien when i go out too much.
lol.

OMG i'm going back msia soon.
yay. yay. yay.
shopping.
sis just msged me yesterday -'there's damn a lot of things to shop here. hurry finish your work then come back we go shopping together.'
YAY! hahahaha.
provided i finish the mountain pile of homework.
:(

i miss Malaysia a lot.
i remember during kinabalu trip when the cab when into johor,
i was so so happy. haha.
i think i so emo until i teared a bit lar. shhhh.
haha.
(: one week and one day more.
to home. (: