okay.

first. warm milk does not help.
second. milk taste like HEAVEN.

just kidding.
sorry milk lovers.
i'm never ever going to drink milk again.
which means throwing the cute little cow marigold away.

FREE MILK, anyone?


yes and it's been my worst nights ever.
sleeping at 2 waking up at 6 plus 7.
I'm a walking zombie.
i have triple eyelids.
and my body aches like mad.

worst: i can't study.

so yeah.
i read one novel this morn.
jodi picoults's my sister's keeper.
and one this afternoon, some thriller.
probably going to watch a tv soon.


and if everyone happens to be a genie somewhere,
i only have one and just one wish:
please cure my insomnia. :(

i did this one thing i never did before in my entire life today.

it's really stupid so don't scold me.


I BOUGHT MILK!

Haha. MARIGOLD LOW FAT.

Okay first things first: I do not like milk. I hate milk.
So i bought milk after people say that:
WARM MILK HELPS YOU SLEEP.

So milk lo.
and then i couldn't find milk.
went to the cordial snacks section where ithought milk was.
and realized milk was somewhere else.
and after i found milk.
i squatted there and decided which brand looks nicer.
marigold was cute.
they had a cow on top. (:
so marigold it was.
and low fat because.. low fat?

MILK MILK MILK.
I will grow to love you IF and ONLY IF:
you make me sleep at night.

anyway,
went to national library to mug with jerm and ceph.
at the study lounge where FOOD is allowed.
started of with bagua, seaweed, haw flakes...
(: then we had mac for lunch and bought twisties! (:
and ate again.

i came back early.
coz i was like brain dead.
and i had nothing to do.
YAWN.

Exams hurry come hurry go!

i hate you for making me cry.
i hate you for making me want to pull my hair out.
i hate you for making me wanna slam my head on the wall.
i hate you for making me want to commit suicide.

you make life so hard.
WHY?




I HATE YOU, MATHS, YOU.

let's summarize the half of today.

first, i woke up with a shock at 12.
then immediately went for lunch.
came back, stoned.
did like 1 hour of chem and stoned again.
walked to cold storage to buy food.
came back, here i am. (:

productive right.

anyways they're blowing bagpipes outside again.
if i wasnt studying i would think its pretty cool.
but now its just annoying.

last night was really fun.
i was about to close my eyes when i got a call from:
'glen the shuai ge'
haha that was how it was written in my phone.
then i thought they wanted to shower in the hostel.
coz they called at 8 plus asking for place to shower.

anyway, they started talking and asking me go out of hostel.
but i said ican't coz the curfew is like 11.
and it was like 12 plus already.
those crazy ppl, have to wake up at 6 and yet sill wanna loiter around.
cheryl and brenda were holding books to mug.
LOL.

how did i know?
i went out to my fourth floor balcony.
so we talked while seeing each other few metres or more away.
in the end we offed the phone.
and started screaming (talking loudly).
quite funny.
then i went to sleeep.

i wonder what they did.
i'm stuffing myself with calbee and peanutbutter crackers while they're having FAMINE CAMP just next door.
I pity them. :(

THE HAPPENING.
i find no link to the title of the movie at all.
but it was OKAY.
normal.
a bit weird in context.
preferred invasion..

so germany lost.
its alright.
they'll win the next round.
to be group winners.
haha.

YAWN.

i am very sad. :(
i have no way to watch germany vs croatia match today. :(



First, i wanted to watch live by streaming.
BUT, guojun said they recently upgraded dunno what then cannot watch alf.



So fine, Kaipeng told me to use sopcast.
Which i tried downloading and it sorta cranked up.
Keeped on asking me to shutdown all applications before downloading but that was the only thing i was running.



Then, i tried to look at msia tv.
Coz msia tv channels are receivable here.
BUT they are not showing the match!
And they show almost every match.
BUT NOT THIS ONE!



Grarrrh.

Who wants to bet.
i hope germany wins.
they will (:


went out with veron darling today. (:
supposedly to mug.
but we ended up chatting the whole day.

and i came back and did gymming.
feel so shiok after running.

GO GERMANY.
score ballack score.

LOL. was out with jerm and ceph today mugging at bishan library.
they're funny.
the way they bitch about the security person.
the way they talk about how couples act.
hehe.
and they tried to tempt me with sweettalk!
but i had STRONG willpower! (:

too bad can't go jerm's house tmr.
because i'm going out with vince!

we're gonna watch prince caspian.
yaynesss.
(:


meeting veron on thursday.

supposed to be mugging this week hah.
LOL. end up going out.

oh wells. (:
i love having lunch and dinners in hostel.
can talk to angelin erin tkp and the juniors.
nice. (:

i'm like kind of bored right now so i'll just blog a bit.

I'm going to flunk SAT.
The english was tough!
Didnt know lots of words although I had the vocab cards thing.
Was too lazy to read.
Don't regret though.
I'll read it next time if i plan to retake.
LOL.
Maths was easy (:
Was very fun doing maths.

It's a sunday today.
I'm BORED.
And the odacians are back from rinjani! (:

greetings.
its the first day back in singapore.
i had insomnia last night.
slept at 3 i think.
actually i'm not very sure,but i knew i was awake at 3 and i don't recall sleeping before that although i went to bed at 11.
oh well.
yes i'm tired.
YAWN.

Tmr is SAT.
I wonder why i'm taking it when i have little intentions to go US.
Although lydia is going. (: haha.
Maths and english.
4 hours.
i'll just die and rot in there.

and BARACK OBAMA is the democrat nominee. (:
smiles.
i feel like watching southpark.
KAYAUN its your fault.

was watching the Barach Obama speech.
i like him!
they like him.
if i were there i'll probably vote for him too. (:
and gosh supporters over there act like they're fans of american idol.
screaming and all.

put that in msia and it will all seem weird. haha.


I think i'm rather bored.
I decided not to study the last night i'm in malaysia.
coz it'll be the last time i am able to relax here before A levels.

So i'm reading articles and chatting now.
Reading articles on 'how to catch a cheating husband' and 'how to catch a cheating wife'
i think husbands are easier to catch.
When the person was writing about how to catch a husband, he said just check telephone bills internet and car mileage all those. But when he started on the wife section, he said must install camera then use GPS system for her phone or don't know what. That's like so technologeee la.

Girls are smart at covering their tracks see.

But no, i'm loyal (:

i'm going back singapore tmr.
yikes. :( hhaa.
(:

we went to delicious yesterday! (:
nice.
then walked around.
played lego.
i think the kids hated us.
but oh well.
i ran off to shop a while and left the guys there.
haha. sorry! (:

hmm.
i think i've been putting on weight.
and gosh. its the second week already.
no i'm not panicking.
haha. (:

i want to shop.
although shopping kinda sucks.
lol.

been reading the newspapers quite frequently lately, surprisingly.
hehe. (:
but its not much info la.
just whats been happening and all.
i don't think newspapers help for gp anyway.

YAWN.

I bought some clothes today.
FINALLY.
i finally wasn't lazy to queue up, try, and buy.
only because the place was very empty today.
if not i would have walked away.
yawns.

shopping is boring.

so today i slacked the whole day.
eventhough today is my ONLY FREE WHOLE day.
woke up early tried to read vectors, but my eyes kept closing.
then did a bit of physics.
went out to shop.
and now.

thats all. for one whole day!
i feel horrible.
i can see kayaun rolling his eyes again.
just as how he does when i say i want to study.

so tmr lunching with lydia.
then i think going out with kayaun. not sure.

i think i shouldnt panic.
there's two more weeks.
tell me to chill!

GRARRHSS.
i miss my study group.
i miss everyone.
i miss my pink mushroom.

but i don't want to go back.
thursday's coming.
mixed feelings.