Yes i know i should change my blog skin soon.
But I know that when i log onto blogskins.com, i only leave the com one hour later.
And I don't have that kind of time.
:(
So stick with the photobucket thing on top.
What's important is the WORDS, eyh? (:

Anyway.
So i watched dark knight two days ago.
[to kayaun: SEE?]
And I liked it.
Although it made me cry.
The ending's just so sad.
I don't really care bout the girl dying, not much impact on the movie.
The sad part was the harvey dent dude and batman.
SEE WHAT I MEANT by the EMO stuff below?

There would be no corruption,
if we just shared everything we have. (:

I cannot tell you just how hectic school life has been this few days.
It's just work after work after work.
Bell rings signalling breaks, but the pen doesnt stop writing.
Breaks = study sessions.
Lunch is on the go.
This really sucks.
But prelims is in less than a months time.
And prelims is important.
It could even be more important than A levels.


Sigh. And i'm still undecided on my path.
HELP ME.


You know, education really sucks big time.
I mean, yes i scored 80 rank points. but so what.
I don't feel like I know a single thing.
It's like i'm just memorizing, putting down facts without understanding.
That's why I admire people around me.
Who truly understands stuff.
And SO WHAT if you don't do well for exams.
It's always the average person who does better in life.

(: I admire YOU. really.

My parents came down yesterday.
With cookies, cheesetarts, mangosteen, rambutans. (:
They're going to make me fat.
We went for sakura buffet after that.
But no I didnt touch any jap food.
I was satisfied with rice, tomyam, beef, and CAKES.

Went walking around after that.
I'm still not satisfied I couldn't find a bag i like.
But oh well. I feel like going to novena now to buy a bag.

(: YAWN.
I'm tired.




If only life was simple.
If only the world didnt revolve around economy and politics.
Imagine if currency didnt exist, and there was only barter trade.
Imagine if I could only give and take, but not buy or sell.
If only the world could be a little kinder, a little nicer.
To stop and treasure every little thing.
With no thoughts of how much time, how much money is lost.
And no thoughts of how if benefits us, instead, how others benefit.
The world would be a much nicer place to live in.



This world sucks.

God didnt create humans so that we can exploit each other.
God didnt create animals so we can kill and hunt them down.
God didnt create hands for us so that we can use it to harm others.

God created humans so we can care and help each other.
God created animals as a companion for us humans.
God created hands for us so we can extend it out to others who need help.

God didnt create life so we can ruin it.
God created life so we can live it to the fullest.


Ever thought that everything could just be a punishment?
Fires, floods all natural disasters, could just be God's anger upon us,
for spoiling the essence of everything he has created,
for intervening with nature,
for playing god.


Why are there so many diseases and sicknesses?
God didnt create perfect skin for us so we can cut it up for surgery.
If he had created internal body problems for us intentionally,
he would have made things easier and put buttons on our body which would automatically open up.

It's our fault.
That we never listen to Him.
And look what the world has become into now.




/edit

I don't want to make my own decisions.
I don't even want to talk about making my own decisions.
I hope the future doesn't become present.
Because then, I would miss my past.

I have everything I ever wanted now.
The only thing i'm afraid of now,
is losing everything.

wow.
i can't believe i'm pissed.
I feel like i was and AM used you know.
I know i'm not close enough.
but you don't always have to wait till i ask.
then tell me.

ARGh.


and to think i was so worried.








oh well.s
its really hectic these few weeks.
i'm dead tired.


my pj house got broken into today.
lost quite a lot.
but luckily my mum and sis were out. (:

they're still coming down this weekend.
yay.

currently reading jodi picoult: vanishing acts.

A quick one!
School has been great (:
I think i like school after exams.
and i like revisions.
at least you don have to absorb more new information.

Results are fine so far.

watched wanted last week.
was quite interesting the plot.
At least a fresh idea instead of the normal bang bang thrillers.
finally a good movie. (:

I love horlicks soyabean.
with pearl.

Joining interhouse games netball badminton and rockclimbing.
i don even know why.
YAY.

and i almost lost my purse twice today.
first time left it in library.
second time left it in post office. (:
smart eyh.
(: thanks yilin and vince for helping me search! (: haha.

MUG people MUG.
A levels!