He's back! (:
and hence,
i'm healthy already! almost. (:

Hi I'm online.
And I feel like sleeping. Again.

The past few days have been extremely blurry for me. I was all fine on wednesday but woke up on thursday will slight fever and bad headache. I took panadol and slept awhile and went out with Joseph for icecream coz I thought I was okay already, but the minute I reached my hostel my fever was 37.8 and rose to 38.7 in like 20 minutes. Gobbled more panadols and slept again, with rj and tiwi helping to put cold wet cloth on my forehead and throat. Felt so weak, and so tired.

At night, it still wasn't better, at onepoint it even rose to 39.3. :( Rested more and when i woke up around 9plus i went to bathe because I couldn't take all the sweat. At that time my temperature was still above 38 but i felt okay so was chatting with rj and tiwi until around 11.

Slept and woke up on friday, temp still 38.7. :(
Tiwi brought me to see the doctor at tanglin mall.
He's a nice doctor and he prescribed me cough syrup, flu medicine, panadol and antibiotics. :(
Took the medicine, slept till 9plus, took the med again and slept from 12plus to 5plus this morning. Gosh I don't even feel sleepy and yet i must sleep so much. :( Oh well. My temperature is now around 37 so i figure i'm healthy enough to come online. (: Hello to the world.

:( I hate being sick. It's like I can't even tell reality from my dreams. Thank goodness I didn't hallucinate this time though, I would have freaked out like crazy. Haha.


Rj left yesterday. :( So sad, now there's only me and tiwi left in the room. Won't be seeing rj and candice anymore in the near future. Will miss both of them a lot. Hope to see them next year when I come back for results though. (:

anddd.. vince, is still not back yet.
:( come back ssssooooonnnn! I miss you.

DAMN you, bangkok protestors.

Our days are numbered already.
And now you want to prolong his stay at your stupid homeland.
:(

Oh wells.
Went out with jet ching today.
We watched the body of lies.
Not bad, but rather boring.

I got conditional offer from imperial already.
(: quite happy at that.
if I get As for Physics Chemistry Maths then I'm in! (:

Gosh. I miss him so much.

One word to describe class chalet: PSP

Seriously, we spent like 3quarter of the chalet playing psp, and the remaining 1quarter for barbeque. We didnt even go for night cycling because too few people wanted to go, and if you read the previous post you would know that i'm one of those who opted out for that. So we played psp. LOL.
And the bed. Gosh. 15 people on two single beds. Amazing.
I slept on the floor for the two nights, I'm quite fine with it, though I kept waking up. Had decent sleep, unlike wanchin and char who went without sleep the first night. Gosh, if that was me, i'll be some moody lunatic the next day. LOL.
The turnout was good though.
Almost everyone went. (: yay.
My first FULL class chalet.

THAIexpress rocks. (:
We all love thai food.
I swear its much more satisfying than any western cuisine.

Shopped around bishan.
Me mum and sis all got a top each. (:
and we had sweettalk. <3

'It's not healthy.'
Why not? I really don't understand that part.
I mean, I'm 18 already, it's not as if i'm 12.

Damn. we all grow up so fast yeah.
tomorrow's class chalet.
I'm lazy to pack, and lazy to go pasir ris. Lazy lazy.
But at least it'll keep me busy from thinking about him.

Come back from bangkok and bring me some tomyam!

my clothes are dry, and warm. (: makes it so nice to hug.
Though you shouldn't go around hugging your clothes yeah.

Time to bid farewell to patrick.
I'm keeping my mushroom pooh and carebear family here though.

Mushroom family
1 big pink [valentines]
1 small blue [monthly gifts]
Pooh family
1 pillow pooh [welcome back gift]
1 pillow eeyore [9 months]
Carebear family
1 purple medium [one year gift]
2 small - pink and green [birthday]

all from him. <3
I must really like soft toys.
Childish-nya.

Class chalet is in two days time.
I don't really like chalets coz i sleep little and get humongous ugly zits and i get very cranky and moody. But since its a CLASS thing, Im quite excited. Guess its the company that changes things.
But i'm still not going to go for night cycling.
Night cycling with no aim is boring and kills me.
Bike quest, on the other hand was one heck of an experience and I wouldn't mind doing it again as long as i don cycle pass a dead cat with blood strewn all over it again. Though it was really tiring and shaam was really pissy because ManU lost that day, but yeah, was fun. (:

Reminiscing? I kinda miss odac times.
But then i miss my past a lot.
Except a few years where I wish I could just press the 'delete' button.
Now: where's the 'pause' button?

Life goes on.
So I have to embrace it, I guess.
6th december (or 5th)
will be my last day here.
Of course i'm sad, you don't have to be Einstein
to know that already.
But there's nothing I can do right?
Things will
work out fine, I'm sure.
(: see my optimism?

It's like catching lightning,
The chances of finding someone like
you.
It's one in a million,
The chances of feeling the way we do.
And
with every step together,
We just keep on getting better.
So can I have
this dance?

HAHA. (:

I went out with lydia and jared yesterday. I was late for lunch due to some communication problem but i still met them at cafe cartel. Was quite fun (: jared is lame. just like javan. oh well. Went to suntec to look at the fountains and also 'THE ROCK'. I didnt' realize suntec's shape is supposed to be a hand shape. hah. (: Then we had ben and jerry's for tea and after that they wanted to see the 'spitting lion' as they called it. We were lazy to cros the bridge so we just stared from opposite. Sent them off to singapore flyer (free tix!) then I went home.

Tired. :(

Packed a little, slept at 12. (:

Miss kl. but don't want to go back.

Gosh.
I HATE INSOMNIA.
:( I slept at 5 in the morning and then woke up at what, 8 plus?
Couldn't fall back asleeep so i just got up and consoled myself by playing rollercoaster tycoon.

I was in such a bad mood i felt like scolding all the vulgarities in the world and punching everyone i see smack in the face. Decided not to go for odac steamboat because i was just not mentally awake.

Had to cancel our trip to science center.
so vince came.
and we played rollercoaster tycoon.
went to newton circus for dinner.
and i came back and pack my boxes.
now i'm online.
wondering about job applications.
ARGH.

(: all smiles.
all writing papers are over.
it's time to circle and shade.

Quite sad that econs is over though.
I will miss reading it.
haha. (:

I suddenly feel very lost as to what i'm going to spend my time doing next year.
Work? :( No.
Guess mum will force me to learn driving, and force me to continue piano grade 8.
And i'll force kayaun to teach me drums after i find my longlost drum sticks.
And then i'll yeah. Rot at home.
(:

Sounds fun, no? (:

Okay winston tagged me.

Looking at the way i am NOT studying now,
it's time to activate plan B.

'Mum, I think i will go australia la.'

(: Three As seem a bit impossible for me right now.
Though i'm quite sure of maths, but the rest depended on how much effort i put in yesterday and today. Which is zero.

And then i start facebooking.
And realizing uk's life is really not the life I would like.
And UK is freaking far. :(

Australia is so much nearer.
And so much more friends.
Let's not talk about discrimination.
It's everywhere, anyway. (:

US is out of the question for me bytheway.
Only know of a tiny few people going there.
and it's dangerous. haha.

YAWN.
I'm listening to Nsync now.
(: suddenly missing their songs.

Grarhh.
Can i just live my life after As toggling between Singapore and KL?
Southeast asia rocks. haha. (:



It already feels like exams are over for me.
So i've already got a list of things to do and places to go:

1. Shopping.
Yeah I shop little. But then i realize i'm leaving Singapore soon so it's time to shop it all here. And then when i go back, malaysia will be having their end year sales. haha. Perfect Timing. And by the time i get back most people will be back too! (:
2. Eating
errr. No explanation needed.
3. Exercising.
Exams --> Study --> Food --> Fat.

Places to go:
1. Marina Barrage
2. Singapore Botanic Gardens (again.)
3. Clark Quay
4. Airport?
5. Night Safari (abit not feasible)
...

I don't feel like going for prom.
Waste my money. :(
The hair, makeup and all.
So drama.

Grarrhs.