Until We Meet Again;

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Friday, February 27, 2009,6:26 PM

I woke up at eleven today, and just when I finished bathing, they were outside my house already. And when I went out they were playing frisbee on the road. Lol. Such friends I have.

Gerard chose the movie 'sex drive'.

You can imagine how the movie goes, it's exactly like how its name suggests. Our first few reactions to the movie was : 'What the hell?' But after a while we calmed down and started watching properly. It was quite funny la, actually. (: But they censored like a lot of it and conversations were like cut off presumably because the fella was saying the f word too much.

I shopped alone today. (:

Shopping alone is the best ever.

It's like you can buy anything you want, and walk to wherever you want, instead of having to burden people or follow people around. It's like freedom. I usually don't like to be alone outside, i mean like, can you imagine watching a movie alone? Like everyone comes in in groups and pairs and you sit at the corner alone, eating your miserable small size popcorn? :( I would never want to be that person. BUT, shopping is different. Just different. I don't know why.

I foresee a busy busy week ahead.

One which I will be spending time reading uni prospectus, and packing. And praying about results. One which I won't be spending hours watching grey's anatomy. :( Though I'm kinda finishing season 5 already.

I am loving my hair.

I feel like a hair-less boy. (:

Thursday, February 26, 2009,10:37 PM

I watched the long and draggy case of benjamin buttons today.

I don't see why he had to be named buttons. Benjamin clock would have been more apt, but oh well. And the movie was okay, touching yes, but a bit too long. The few moments I really enjoyed was when brad pitt was in his 20s. Hotness. Too bad he's old now.

Peter does not have good comments about my hair. He said it's .. I can't remember. Something to do with some actress in the movie Heart Candy. Said I look like her in the movie and she was really annoying. I wonder what he's trying to imply. Oh then I met like my primary 3 classmate (the one I punched and whose specs I broke then (: ) Haven't seen him in like, at least 4 years.

Frisbee at night, in the park, is fun. (:

Though I really suck at catching and throwing. Chunwei and Kayaun are rather good at it though. I just keep missing the frisbee and when i throw it flies like a plate unable to balance itself.

Gerard's leaving on Saturday.

Seelah, EVERYONE is leaving for australia. Semua orang. February is like the 'leaving' month. So sad. Now I'm seriously going to be the only girl in outings like that.

One week to Singapore. Yay!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009,8:36 PM

I was sleeping soundly and peacefully yesterday when a rat sneaked into my blue little bedroom and bit off 3 quarter of my hair. It must have tasted good. I bathed one hour before I slept, with my purple sunsilk shampoo (:.

Yeah so I cut my hair short.

Like, really short.

And kayaun doesnt like it, I think.

I havent heard from vince yet, I gave him one day to reply me, but since he hasn't I went ahead with my impulsive decision anyway.

I look like a boy now. In dad's words 'a pretty boy'. (: Haha. I'm totally fine with that, but please people don't laugh at me. I've got low self-esteem :( *hides into a hole in the ground*

The reasons?

1. I hate my hair.

2. It's so hot nowadays.

3. I was bored and looking for a change.

4. Cool ma.

Shan't show you how it looks. You will get a shock and die of heart attack.

I'm saving your life, people. (:

Tuesday, February 24, 2009,7:11 PM

I think it's a confirmed thing that results will be out on 6th, seeing that SMU and NTU are having their openhouses on 7 March and 14 March respectively. (:

Anyway, work has been great. Eventhough I was doing admin stuff in the first week, but now I'm more exposed to what lawyers do. I've helped to type a will (: , and helped proof-read witness statements. Oh the lawyer said I can go to the court and see if I want, but sadly I won't be around then (will be in spore). I hope they postpone the trial, like they always do. (: Law seems fun enough.

So since I like law and maths, I've decided to combine both degrees. (: Double Degree. I'm applying for australis unis this sunday so i got to fill up the application forms quick. And I'm very sad that Macquarie does not have Sem 2 intake for Law and/or Commerce. And I really don't want to wait one more year, though it is one of the best unis for actuarial studies. :(

I hate my hair. Like, I wake up and look into the mirror and it spoils my day coz my hair sucks big time. I know some people like my hair, which I don't understand why, but I really really want to just chop it all away, become bald or something. Bald is sexy right? (:

Kayaun is gay.

Sunday, February 22, 2009,5:04 PM

Yeah I'm back. It's been long since I've blogged. I have kinda lost the mood and motivation to blog, what with all the work and driving lessons I have been busy with. Not too busy actually, I just like staying at home most of the time reading books and watching series. Me thinks I should go out and breathe more fresh air and, get some exercise.

Okay. I just lost the mood to blog already.

Maybe I'll talk more next time.

And oh, results are coming out on March 6th. (as is publicly rumoured) I am trusting the teacher's words and the NS people's word on this coz then I'll need to do some arrangements with the work and the driving lessons and the interview. Hectic march.

Though I'm rather excited though, so i can not only get results, and i can also meet people (:

Excited much. (:

Thursday, February 12, 2009,11:53 PM

I can't do it. :(

Monday, February 09, 2009,7:18 PM

We attended a church concert last night (;

'Celebrating the Lord's faithfulness in Crisis' featuring Joanne Yeoh and Juwita Suwito. (:

Don't know who they are?

Well, Juwita Suwito is a singer. Her father is Indonesian and her mom is Singaporean but she's a Malaysian. (: She is Malaysian Idol finalists' vocal trainer. (: Her voice is awesome!!

And Joanne Yeoh is a professional violinist, 'one of malaysia's finest export' as the emcee said. (: (: She makes me want to play violin. LOL.

Watched pinkpanther2 today with sis and church friends. (same people!!)

It was quite funny! (: Definitely worth the money, but it wasn't as good as the first. Though I strongly recommend everyone to watch it. (:

I'm starting work tomorrow. Scared, a bit. (: But I'm supposed to be some dumb intern anyway so yeah I'll just be dumb. Shall not be too hard.

Grey's (:

Friday, February 06, 2009,6:06 PM

Aww. After the bu4 gathering at lydia's house last night for cny, I started reminiscing about the years in highschool. (: We've all grown from our stupid immature self to our WISE mature characters now. At least, for most of us.

We couldn't find much photos of highschool years, and since I left in form4 and form5, I wasn't in most of the photos. :( Leaving is something I seriously regret till this day, but then it wasn't my decision, and I wouldn't know how things would turn out otherwise anyway.

I still remember the cheerleading times. (;
Though short.

We've grown so old now. Older, at least. We've known each other for 6 years now and I'm glad that we're still close friends till now. I think high school friends are forever, or maybe it's just that we clicked really well.

As I was watching Grey's Anatomy just now, (this is going to contradict above), I realize that it is actually okay to be alone. We are all unique individuals, it is indeed hard to find friends that really care and understand. Or rather, hard to find people who we can click with and who can tolerate us. I guess it's all part of life, this making-friends thing. And the truth is, some of us suck at it.

Why do you think the word 'lonely' came about in the first place?

The point is, no matter what, at some period in life, there are times we will feel lonely and there's noone there for us. It is totally normal and many people experience the same thing. Maybe we're just too busy to notice people, to oblivious to our surroundings, to preoccupied to care. So we're lonely, that isn't a crime.

Some people get depressed because they're lonely. I know, I've felt this way before. But thereafter it's the 'depressed-ness' that keeps people away. The 'think too much' syndrome that drives your friends further and further away. Yes I know, we are lonely at some point, but we can't forever be lonely.

Keep your minds open, keep your hands stretched out. I believe deep down inside everyone is nice. We try to be nice at least, but there's a certain extent for everyone. And 'nice' itself has lots of definitions. Bottomline is, Loneliness will teach you to be independent, but we cannot deny the importance of friends, of warmth, and of love. (:

... Okay, so today, I went sightseeing with kayaun. We eventually stumbled at putrajaya after dropping by at MMU cyberjaya. Gosh, I've only ever been to putrajaya like twice and that was when I was really tiny, so going there this time was different.

It's so beautiful and so peaceful and so not Malaysia-ish.
The architecture, the serenity, the nature. (:
Too bad it's not really a nice city to live in. It's like a white house area.

We so must go back one day. (:

Wednesday, February 04, 2009,6:35 PM

I just had a good game of badminton.
Been seeing joanna's church cellgroup mates, peter, tengjun, yesterday and today coz they're like really bored. So yesterday, we played board games, and today we had badminton. (:

I haven't exercised since forever. I feel so energized now. (:
I should exercise more often to keep fit, but jogging is so boring, and unsafe. I feel weird jogging around outside the house. I don't like it when cars pass by and people look out or people in the park look at you and all.. I should start checking out gyms soon.

I realized I really do not like sad endings. :(
There was this book by Jodi Picoult where the husband cheated on his wife and I got so angry I didnt want to finish the book. And then there was this Singapore drama bout how this guy cheated on his girlfriend, which was screened at the exact same time i was reading the book. As a result, I was like criticizing all men and taking it out on vince. LOL. Saying that men are bad, that I don't trust men, and all that nonsense.

And now when I watch grey's anatomy, before even reaching season 2, I jumped to read the recap of season 5 just to know the ending of the romance between Meredith and Derek. Since it's a happy ending, I have been continuing on to season 2. (:

And I was really affected by gossipgirls too, when Serena and Dan broke up. :(

Tak suka la.

I live in a happy ending world, I hope. (:

Monday, February 02, 2009,8:26 PM

Joseph (see tagboard) has gone back to miri.

It was a busy weekend for us.

He touchdown-ed on friday noon, and we went to OU after that. Watched 'Underworld-the rise of the lycans'. Quite nice, although rather dark literally.

On saturday he went for his interview and then we went to sunway lagoon. Gosh I didnt know sunway lagoon was so expensive okay. 48 bucks wei and they ask you to pay deposit for their wristbands too. and 50 bucks if you lose them. Cheat people's money seriously. Anyway the rides were all right, we didnt sit on any of those that went upside down. The water park was fun. (: But surprisingly we only spent like 2 and a half hours for both parks. Too old for it, maybe. (:

Sunday, went church. (: And then went to petaling street and central market just to look see look see. We tried eating fresh lotus seeds, which tasted weird to me. :( Then we went midvalley and stoned around, watched 'The Wedding Game'. Not bad for a singapore show, at least it made me laugh a few times. It's rather lame and unrealistic though, so it probably isnt really worth the money.

Today! Dad, mum and i went to the law firm I am going to 'work' at. It's like an 'internship' because there's no pay and i'll just be a officegirl running errands. It was rather scary meeting the senior partners (lawyers) of the firm, eventhough it was just a casual meeting. Anyway, i start next week on Monday Tuesday Wednesdays. Finally, something to do instead of wasting my time watching dramas. (:

Joseph went back in the evening today. Hope he had fun with us. (:

I finally caught up with astro's episodes of House so now i have no more House to watch. I am now watching Grey's Anatomy. Yeah I know, another medical show. It just happens that its the only other series I have seeing that I have a sister who's a medical student. LOL. Dad was wondering whether I was suddenly interested in medicine or something.

Nah, I shall stick to maths. or econs. or law. (:

Yay, I'm going to watch Mcdreamy now, though I don't think he's that great.