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Monday, March 30, 2009,10:34 PM

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Don't know why I'm so kanchiong on emails nowadays. Always feel as if everyday there will be an important email coming in. :( Argh, MAY, hurry come.

2:18 PM

Blogging is such a chore. :(

Anyway, things have been normal recently. There's nothing to update about my life coz it's the same everyday: Wake up at 1pm, watch series, sleep at 1am. That's pretty much it. Though starting this week it's going to be different though: University offers would be coming in, Scholarship interviews will be held, and if I do get shortlisted for law in NUS then I'll be travelling down to Singapore again.

Which would mean that starting now, or soon, I should start actively reading newspapers and doing research and practising speeches in front of my mirror. But then, i'm kinda lazy, so I shall leave that to future jocelyn. (: [I am rewatching how i met your mother coz i finished all 3 seasons and i'm really really bored right now.]

I really want to learn french now. (: It's so gentle and sweet sounding. Geesh I hate april. I want to start working/learning new things but driving lessons and interviews are really in the way. :( April, hurry up and be done! And please give me a scholarship too. XD

Seriously, life is like a standstill for me right now.
Meaningless nonsense. :(

Saturday, March 21, 2009,10:46 PM

This past week was a drama week.
Drama as in me watching tons of 'dramas' aka 'series'.

I watched grey's, house, CSI, and lastly how i met your mother. I can't remember who recommended the series, but i think it's winston. lol. Is it?

Anyway, talking about winston, I just came back from my second dinner with him. Second as in it was the second time I was eating dinner today. And winston eats a lot, for his size. I'm sure people who know him know that. But i'm always amazed everytime. lol.

And he let me drive his car! For like 6 horrifying seconds. I bet he regretted that. lol. But no worries the car is fine. (: And I drove. For the third time in my life. I hope the police doesnt google me. or him.

Goodnight. It's time to go eat durian. @.@ (or is it @@?)
Just for fun. XD

Friday, March 20, 2009,2:23 PM

Our favourite driving instructor quit :(
And now my new instructor is Mr. Lai.
I hope he's not that stupid old angry luosuo PMS guy who taught me for my second lesson. If he is I'll bring a knife on my next lesson. Whenever he shouts i'll just take out the knife. .

Playdoh knife la okay.

Every post of mine so far is ranting eh.
But I kinda finished my scholarship all stuff, so not much things to rant about already. Maybe about how my laptop just died, 5 days ago, and now I can't switch it on. And it still isn't repaired yet, i bet it's gonna cost a lot.

(: weekend's coming. so fast.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009,2:26 PM

You cannot imagine how MAD i am right now, applying for universities. Their application form is so long, and so badly organized, and it's so difficult to get the information we need. And the links to the instruction page is wrong. It is SO annoying, I need to scream at someone.

AND i don't have JAVA.
So, to pay the friggin application fee, i need to wait 30 minutes to install java.
Like wth.

And for ntu, I paid already but its not registered.
I mean, write la: Your application fee has been received.
Nah, it's just : Click here to pay your application fee.

!!!

You better not ask me to pay again.

15 dollars okay. its like... *thinks* Rm 37!

Heh, I can buy.. so many many packets of sugus with that money! Speaking of which, I finished RM2 worth of sugus last night. I think around.. 30 sugus-es. SUGUS rocks!!

I am fuming right now, I need a kitkat.
*munches kitkat*

20 minutes left to install java. @#&#@)!!!

I wonder why noone else is complaining about the applications. :( Australia and UK applications are way way easier. Seriously. Though for australia we need to fill in forms. But that makes it simpler coz everything is in hardcopy and all.

GRARHHHHHH. Okay, I should stop ranting now.
Oh, AND, And, AND, NTU wants essays for their Asean scholarship! :( Another essay. Sobs.

And, I went school to certify my certs yesterday afternoon, and this morning, and both times the PK aka winston's mum (: wasn't around. So i'm going again this afternoon. The office looks so different. And the people look so different too. From afar I could see the cheerleaders practising. And pengakap practising marching, i think. Ahh. I miss my old CCAs. I miss taekwondo. :( Suddenly I feel so old.

At least I haven't reach the big '2' yet. Though most of my friends have, or, are going to reach it this year. So soon. In 8 years time we will be engaged, married, pregnant, fat, ugly. O.o

*presses freeze button*
I'm happy with the way things are now. (:

Monday, March 16, 2009,8:19 PM

I am writing my overdue-ed essay now! (:

I quit my job today. Because I would be pretty busy this few weeks, and also 'cause it's time for me to do real work and earn some money. I've never worked before! :( I hope I get the chance to work, what with all the scholarships and driving lessons I still haven't completed, and the iceskating lessons I'm scheduled to start in April.

Gee, April and May is a month of decisions.
Lots of decisions. But only one destination.
:(

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..in the process of writing essay...
It has now been 25 minutes this window has been open.

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One hour now, I think.

TWO HOURS!

Post. (: Finish essay.

Sunday, March 15, 2009,7:47 PM

Hello. (: I've been busy with scholarship and uni application for the past few days and the craziness still isnt over yet, still got essays to write, forms to fill, forms to send, information to learn, newspapers to read, certs to certify...

ARGH.

Okay. Singapore trip.

Friday: RESULTS.

Yeah, results lo. The five of us went into the bus and the first thing we said was 'NO TV!!'. :( They sent their tv for servicing!! Was so so sad. So we slept. and woke up occasionally to talk. We touched down at singapore at 140pm and that was like so late. Rush rush rush, reached school at 245pm. Principal had already started talking bout statistics. Then they announced the top scorers and all. NO, i wasn't one of them. (: But I wasn't sad or anything, coz I knew that my GP sucked. So then we went to collect our results. I expected my form teacher to have some bad comments to say or complain about my GP but no, surprisingly, she said 'you did well.' Woah, I was quite shocked. Don't know what happened. She suddenly didnt dislike me for that one minute.

Anyway, that day was a hectic day of running around certifying stuff, talking to people. about the FUTURE. :( Sad face because I'm still having a dilemma. Which country, which course.

Saturday: INTERVIEW and SMU OPEN HOUSE

lalala. I screwed up my interview. The guy was like scolding me 'cause i didnt know what module i wanted to take for USP if i get chosen. And i'm like 'Am I not supposed to decide only IF i do get chosen?' Gee, all Singaporean interviewers like to scold people. Even the ASEAN one, i was scolded, coz I said I might leave Singapore if i get scholarship. Why so uptight?

SMU looks like a .. citylife university. Like a play play university. No doubt their programmes are quite good and their teaching methods are very westernized, but nah, the culture is very not desirable for uni life. So, no, no SMU for me.

Sunday: CLASSMATE's GIG
(: Went for classmate's gig in Bugis. (: He was the drummer. Too bad most of their songs were mandarin songs so I couldn't relate. Then we had some mini class bak kut teh dinner. I like bak kut teh, but I don't really like the meat.

Monday: NUS and AJC
Went AJC in the morning to meet teachers. Then we had to make a trip down to NUS to get our stupid admission pin number. And they said they sent it to tomlimson road! Like where on earth is that? Okayla, it's in Singapore. (: After that met tarzan! Together with seira (elephant), we're forming the tarzan and jane club in Australia. that is , if I go la. and if he goes. LOL. (: Was fun catching up.

Tuesday: PEOPLE (:

I met shaam for lunch, after he ffk-ed/pangseh-ed me on friday. (: I forced him to tell me in detail the synopsis of Smallville season 8. haha. Now I don't really need to watch. He's a good storyteller. =D Then met class girls for steamboat! After that we camwhored at Suntec's fountain. (:

Wednesday: VINCE's PARADE.

lol. Passing out Parade, actually. I don't know why they call it the passing out parade, i mean, 'pass out' means 'faint' right? So anyway, it's like a graduation ceremony for the NS men who went through their 2 months of basic military training. (not bad right, I know my stuff.) My first impression when they marched out was 'oooh toy soldiers!' haha. Okay la, they looked quite good (: He did, at least.

Thursday: SCHOOl again.

Went back school again. Met minhuay! (: ehh, actually met her on monday alr. But yeah. (: That was about it. I fell sick, flu. Kept sneezing.

Friday: HOME.
Sick.

Argh. ESSAY! Essay! essay. :(

I want to go out and catch a movie.
Some sucky movie, I don't care.
Just a movie.

Friday, March 13, 2009,8:58 PM

Yeah, so i'm back from my one week of holiday (:

I'm so tired and sick and headache-y right now that I don't even feel like writing down every single detail of that one week of spore. Maybe some other day, but rest assured I will do that, just so that next time when I read this I remember important events in my life. Sorry to you poor readers though. Haha. I have bad memory about events. I don't know why. :( And people. Names and birthdays. Gosh I even forgot some people's names when I went back AJ the other day.

Goodnight.

Thursday, March 05, 2009,6:43 PM

Today was packing day. freaking out day. and makeup-ing day.

The last one was random. My sister passed me her eyeliner pencil the other day 'cause on one fine day I was bored and said 'How will I look if i put eyeliner? Will it match my hair?'. Then she got so excited and passed me her pencil. Which I tried using today. (: Quite obviously tak jadi right.

I looked like a freaking cat.

kucing. or is it kuching? (shit.)

My 'after' picture.

And then i just ignored the mess in my eyes, coz it looked okay from afar. Then I was like a small girl again, stealing mom's make up kit and drawing everywhere. MUAHAHA. Damn funny. I realize make up really does change how we look ehh. No wonder some girls are so gorgeous. (Sounds like sour grapes, i know.)

I washed my face immediately after that, and make-up is really hard to clean you know. My eyes were still blackish to the extent that my mum asked me 'you kena punch is it? what happened to your eye?'

Geeesh. Make-up become injury pula.

I am really not born for make-up.

And gosh, packing was disastrous. At first I didnt want to bring a big trolley bag 'cause I paiseh, since seira and the rest will be bringing small small bags. Then I tried to stuff everything into a small bag, but tak jadi. (So many failures today.) So I resorted back to the big trolley bag. Boo, i got excuse: I'm a girl (:

As for freaking-out. I guess it's normal right. (: Everyone freaks out.

see. cat also freak out.

Oh. and Lohweijie is funny.

He dreamt of me! Haha. Receiving results on the stage. (:

Geee. Sorry to disappoint you. :( Sorry that I WILL disappoint you.

what a cat-ty day.

A cat just came into my house.

He must have came to save the freaking out cat.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009,7:54 PM

Work was boring today. Not because WORK is boring, but because there was no WORK to be done. So I spent like 3/4 of the day reading what first year law students would study: law of torts. I understand now why Josiah said its boring last year. And it's chim! I was lost since the sentence: 'In any event it is rare that the one at fault is the one who pays the compensation.'

Right. So after a while I got bored, and plugged in my mp3 to listen to the radio. I have no idea why, but where i was, the only english channel I could get was the business station. BFM. Maybe because I was at a business building. (: It was quite interesting actually, they had an interview with a literary reviewer, talking about adaption of books into movies. And they said harry potter was an example of 'a mediocre book being made into awesome movies' . O.o Totally opposite from my opinion, and most people, for that matter. They said that as the books got suckier, the movie got better. Maybe it's true, for the Order of Phoenix but for me, the rest of the Movies just sucked big time.

I'm like so in my head with this singapore thing. Where to stay, what to do, what to bring. As if I've never been to Singapore before. Well I have, duh, but this is the first time going without my parents, i guess. (: So quite excited, and scared. Seira, suen and I keep having msn conferences to plan everything. Weeee. (: Bus at 8am on friday. (:

Mixed feelings.

Two feelings one body. (Reminds me of kayaun.)